Wednesday, July 06, 2011

The Words In My Diary [One-shot]

ohk...this time before letting u read this, i must tell u all that yes.....this is the first time i am doing such things on net.........i mean first time in my life have i written my feelings on net + sung a song + written a poem + written a story also.....this was really hard to say the least.....but i hope that u all like it....

if u don't wanna read my feelings, and only read the oneshot then kindly skip the magenta color and read what is written in brown color.....hope u like this....

this is dedicated to my friends who made my birthday a real special one.......

The words in my diary

Some people in our lives don't touch our heart.....but our soul. Some people are such that they live in our heart forever even if they are not together. Some people are there who are with you.....though not physically but morally....forever....throughout every thick and thin. And I am blessed to have some people like them in my lives. Those people supported me throughout every thing. Each gesture of them showed only their love which they bore for me. I don't have any wish to see them...u know why? Coz they are always present with me. They are with me thorough every thick and thin. And they are most precious to me.....even more than my family to me. You must be thinking that why? It's because their actions are purely symbolizing their love and not the formality. Sometimes we don't even see the people around us. We can't recognize them personally. To see a true face of a friend, bad times are the best thing to see that.

To have a true friend is something very divine,
I am a lucky girl who have some of them as mine.
It's hard to find one true friend who is there to abide,
While I am having many of them by my side.
I am a lucky girl as I may say,
They are with me throughout the day.
Only in the night they have to sleep,
While they are embedded in my heart deep.
Deep as an ocean is their love for me,
Now i know that some plans were made for me by Thee.
The day we met was a day to cherish,
After that my sadness perished.
I am innocent as called by you,
But I can see the things through.
You all love me and that is for sure,
I wonder how much your love is pure!
I can't explain through the words,
How beautifully you touched my heart's chords.
How you showed me a new phase in my life,
Where only friendship is there to abide.
I really never thought that I can be so close to someone,
But with you all I always feel special and a blessed one.
Thank you so much for coming in my life,
Deep in your heart I love to dive.
You kept me in your heart rather than your brains,
Your love gave me lots of fame.
I am so happy to be a friend of you all,
Now I am not afraid to attend the God's call.
Even if He calls me up today,
I have memories to keep me forever happy and gay.
Thanks for being my friends and coming in my life,
You made my life bright like the sunshine.

And then she kept her diary aside....and she spilled some of the tears in her was the best day in her life....her friends had given her such a gift that touched her heart. Little did anyone knew that she always loved the gifts which touch her heart more than the things which are materialistic. She wanted to have love and not at all gifts. She wanted to have true friends and not friends who are with her, yet not with her. She knew that it does not matter if those friends were away from her in a different place....all that mattered to her was that wherever they lived, they had some place in their heart....meant only and only for her. She didn't used a fake name to introduce themselves to those strangers...she didn't knew why....but somehow....somewhere God wanted this. She wanted an identity of her own. She wanted people to know for what she is and not for what she can be. She wanted to be known by her own name and not by the surname given to her by her family. She wanted to make a difference in her life. And today she could see how successful she was. She never ever knew that those strangers....who just came in her life few days before.....those strangers would become such an important part in her life that she couldn't live with them. Today she knew that even if she is nowhere in this world.....means that even if she is dead, she would be in those hearts as a remembrance. Today, her friends had given her such a thing that she could never ever forget. Today, on her birthday, she realized how special someone can feel due to friends. She always loved them....but today she felt blessed on having friends like that to wish her on her birthday....when she herself had no hopes from her birthday. She had decided that she would sleep the entire day to pass this day off as nothing. She had no plans. But when she received the shocks her friends gave her, she just couldn't help but feel gratified. Usually she was always full of this I don't mean that she is She was always a quiet girl...but she had a good vocabulary and knew when to use which word. But today after seeing all the things, she just fell in love more and more with her friends and she had absolutely no words to describe her happiness. She wanted to shout at the top of her lungs how much she loved the gifts. She always felt that she is not wanted....she is no one in special....but today, her friends made her realize that a person is always special in someone's eyes. And she knew how much they all meant to her. She knew that she is nothing without them. She always knew that....but today her happiness had no bounds when she had such a brilliant and unexpected surprise. The gifts by her friends, though were not in real, but they were somehow like a fairytale for her. She felt like a princess. She felt overjoyed. Her happiness had no boundaries. She was one lucky girl to have friendship like this. Today, she had no problem with God even if He calls her with Him. Cause today, she had lived the happiness worthy of a lifetime. Today she felt like a baby in the pram who is made to enjoy and who is loved by all. She was a simple girl who only dreamt of a nice and clean world around her....but every time she trusted someone, they just made her repent for her decision...she had left the power of even trusting anyone. But today, she was happy that she trusted someone in her life more than she could trust anyone.....she trusted some people unknown......and those unknown people came out to be the people whom she could trust blindly. Those people tied a knot of friendship in her heart which was stronger than anything in the entire world. True friends are hard to find....and she was one lucky girl who had so many true friends in her life. She really was lucky...and to make the matter better, her friends seemed to love her a lot. And this was the thing that made her merrier. Today, when she had decided that she won't come online and lay back....but somehow she some unknown force made her come, she came only to get the biggest shock of her life. She never expected so many gifts on her birthday and could have never had expected so many people wishing her birthday. For her, their wishes meant a lot to her. Because she knew that each person took out their time from their schedule to wish her. And she felt gratified to them. She didn't have any words to speak. If anyone could have seen the smile on her face, a crimson red color on her cheeks with her eyes twinkling with joy....when she saw these links. If only anyone could have heard the tone of her voice when she said that "I am so happy." If anyone could have heard the sparkling smile she was having right now....if anything could measure the amount of happiness she was breathing in....if anyone could even feel what she could have felt when she saw the links.....if...

And she was so happy by this that she just sang something for them...and the only song that came into her mind was this. She didn't have had the voice to sing. Her voice was choked by their love. But she wanted to sing something and because many of her friends wanted her to sing, she sang. And this time she didn't cared about the musical chords... because they had touched her heart's chords. So without caring for anything, she sang.

And this time, God was with her. When she sang, she felt something numb. She felt out f the world today. No one could define her happiness. The English language had no words to describe the look on her face to describe the emotions she felt in her heart today. Actually emotions would fall short to even tell what expressions she was having. As a lone tear trickle down her cheeks, she knew one thing....that this tear was not of sadness but of happiness. Sometimes you have so much happiness in your heart that it pours out of your eyes. And such was her case. A perfect case of true friendship. And she was the luckiest girl in the universe to have such friends.

Nupur finished reading the book and her eyes were gleaming with tears....never in the world had she witnessed such encounter of a girl. She was having tears in her eyes after reading this book. Then Mayank came in her room to ask her something...he stopped when he saw tears in his wife-cum-friend's eyes and became alert. She just hugged him out of an impulse, not aware of the proximity they were sharing right now.

"What happened Nupur, why are you crying?" Mayank rubbed her back to make her quiet and asked her.

"Mayank, I just read this book...and it's really touching. The girl in this book is so lucky to have such friends in her life who are always there with her." She said while her head was lost in his broad chest.

"Oh my God! Nupur don't tell me that you are crying due to a book. How can you? I mean I was so worried on seeing the tears in your eyes. And all I came to know was that you were crying due to this book." Mayank held her shoulder and made her sit on the sofa.

"Mayank, you would never understand what it feels like having such friends in your life which makes your day special and make you feel like anything." Nupur said and went to lock herself in her room.

While Mayank just sat down there and went through the book that she left behind.


Well, Mayank and Nupur were best friends who were forced to marry each other. And after marriage, their friendship also went a change. Mayank never even loved her and had no time to spend with her. Infact, after their marriage, the bond of friendship they shared was also snapped. Mayank never showed her some affection...even when she needed him....while mayank knew that he secretly was in love with her. But Mayank was too egoistic to confront his feelings first and Nupur had no idea about her feelings to confront first. They both lived in same room but none of them were together. They were not even friends due to the fact that Mayank hated her after he came to know that Nupur was the one who was ready to marry his rival. But little did he knew that she was ready to marry his rival due to a fact that that his rival Adhiraj had all his property....and she wanted to save Mayank's property. This was due to a fact that she loved him as a friend....or maybe something other.


After reading the book and going through the links, Mayank too had tears in his eyes...he wished that he too had friends like the girl in the book. But today, he wanted Nupur....he wanted her to speak up to him...he wanted to ask so many questions from her. He went in the room only to find that Nupur was on the bed talking to a teddy bear everything which he wanted to hear since so long.

Nupur said to the teddy, "You know what Mr. Teddy? I love Mayank. I really do love him a lot. Today I have realized that I agreed to marry Adhiraj because I loved Mayank."

Mayank was very happy to hear that Nupur loved him....but his expressions turned into anger when he heard Adhiraj's name. But he maintained his calm to carefully listen to all the confessions of Nupur.

She continued and said that, "I always thought that what I did was just because I loved Mayank as a friend. But now I know that he is much more than a friend to me. Today, after reading about the girl who had so many true friends, I have realized that due to Adhiraj, I lost my only best friend. I should have had told him that I agreed to marry Adhiraj because Adhiraj had Mayank's property and Adhiraj had asked me to marry him if I wanted to save Mayank's property. But now I have lost my only love and my only true friend. I hurt him a lot. I hate my luck. I wish that I could be as lucky as the girl in the book. I too wanted Mayank to remember my birthday."

After hearing the confession, Mayank was really angry at Adhiraj....he felt sorry that he had doubted his best friend.....what she did was just because she loved him a lot.....more than what words can say. And he felt angry at himself for doubting a true friend like Nupur. And he was ashamed of himself for not doing anything today to show her that he did remembered her birthday.

He went inside and said to Nupur, "I don't know about you, but I am very lucky to have you in my life. I am lucky to experience true friendship and true love. I am sorry for not telling you that I do remember that today is your birthday. I am sorry to hurt you and give you pains while I should have never done so. But it hurt me more to give pain to a person whom I loved like anything. I am sorry Nupur. But I do love you."

Nupur was really shocked at his confession but also happy that he did remembered his birthday and she was so happy that he loved her too. But before she could do anything, he came closer to her and sealed his lips with her which seemed to show how much he did loved her.

"Mayank...i.....i." Nupur was stammering and blushing as soon as Mayank left her. But this couldn't make Mayank stop loving her. He went closer to her. She just closed his eyes anticipating their proximity. But instead of doing anything, he just fell on his knees and asked for her forgiveness and Nupur just picked him up and told him that she is fine with it. She was not angry at him because her love for him was greater than the pains he had given her.

"Well, if reading a book can make us closer, then I would buy a library for u." Mayank said and got a slap on his chest by Nupur. And he continued, "But really, I too think that she is lucky to have such friends in her life. And I am lucky to have you in my life. Today, I guess her friends brought us closer. If her friends had not done so much for her, she would never had written this book, and you would have not bought it and become emotional and then confess your feelings to a teddy bear....and I would never had been able to realize your worth in my life. So I too want to thank her friends to make her day special." And then they hugged....this hug defined their love. And soon they became one. The feelings they confessed were the ones they wanted to do, but could never do so. But today they were one. And no one could separate them now.

                                               Some stories never end..........


- Mahak

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