Fragrance of life...the other meaning of my name.
In this blog, I am sharing some pieces of my work.
Writing is my utmost passion...well, you can say that Writing for me, is my life.
This is my blog. All works are by me. Copyright intended. No plagiarism allowed.
I came back to my room and saw her sleeping cozily on the bed. Looking at her sleeping figure, I recalled her words 'don't try to force yourself on me!' These words were like bullets to my heart. How can she even think that I would stoop so low? How can she even think that I would rape her?
I made my way towards the bed and shifted her softly on her side. As my hand touched her waist, I felt an electric spark. I hurriedly moved her to her side and laid down on my own. I wanted to sleep, but I guess I won't be getting any sleep after, all.
I don't know how I am going to make her realize, that this was destiny. She has changed. She isn't my same old best friend, with whom I used to play and could share almost anything. But then, I too have changed. I have finally learnt to build a hard shell around my heart.
I had once loved Manyata from the bottom of my heart. And when she went 'missing', I had a hard time to pick up the pieces of my heart. I won't let that happen again. I won't fall in love with her, not again.
I can't believe that she is my Manyata. I have waited desperately for 16 years, for her... I can't believe it! I may have had my own share of women, but they were all mere distractions to me. I wanted to mend my heart.
I wanted to find happiness. But deep down, I knew that I was lost. How would it feel when your best friend is snatched away from you at a tender age of 5? How would it feel when you blame yourself for it?
Well, I have lived that. I have lived, wishing that I could save Manyata. I have blamed myself for not being there for her. I still remember how I reacted when I came to know about her kidnapping. I was devastated. I blamed myself for not being her protector, as a 'betrothed' should.
I had asked innumerous questions like, 'Where is she? Why won't she meet me? Is she upset with me?' etc. I had my own queries, my own logic and my own reasons. Last time, there were feelings involved. This time, there won't be any.
Last time, I couldn't protect her. But now, I would. Even though the love is missing, I won't let anyone touch my Manyata without my consent. I won't let anyone harm her. I would save her. I would always keep an eye on her. I would give everything she wants. Just, I won't risk falling in love with her again.
I lay down on my bed. I turned to her side to see a soft lock of hair, falling on her forehead. I softly pushed that lock back. I suddenly felt an urge and I kissed on her forehead. She is angelic when she sleeps and most importantly, she is mine to hold.
As soon as I realized what I had unknowingly done, I immediately turned my back towards her. No way am I going to fall in love with her. Not again. Been there, done that and have repented. Now I am not going to risk my heart again.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ That's it for today :) Hope you liked this one. *eager to know*
My Uday is like this... hard outside... while softest inside *recalls a coconut* *yummy*
And this is the reason, why he won't fall in love with her...!! *shakes head vigorously* Hope, you now know the reason for the title of this FF. *smiles*
As for the romantic scenes, Now, there are going to a sweet Manveer moments, like in this one ie. Uday's kiss... or romantic ones like earlier chapter's almost-kiss... in almost every chapter. *tempts*
In the next part, Manayata behaves like a civilized person *hard to believe* and Unnati takes her brother's side *Unlike the devil Unnati in DEK*
What happens next? *thinks* To know more... Stay tuned. *goes away to dry her nail-paint*
And yeah *returns with her semi-dry nail-paint* I would be updating.. every once in a while... but positively, atleast one time in a week... *college assignments sucks*
Waiting desperately for your encouraging reviews *puppy face* Please do leave some *innocent eyes* - love, Mahak