hey guys.......
i know i know ki aap log soch rahe honge ki mere paas aur koi kaam nahi hai kya?and when will i update my ffs?
this story is dedicated to Ansh_arti my dear frd......
part 1 out of 3
this is a long story cause i loved its concept so i was bust adding minute details which i love.....therefore i have divided it into three parts......
Nupur's POV-
Aaj to main poori tarah se toot chuki hoon......kyun? kyun? Kyun? Kyun mayank....tumne mere saath aisa kyun kiya? Maine tumse itna pyaar kiya aur tumne mere saath yeh kiya?
Kya tumne mujhse kabhi bhi pyaar nahi kiya? Agar nahi kiya toh phir tumne mujhe woh sapne kyun dikhayae? Kyun kaha ki tum mujhse pyaar karte ho? Kyun? I hate you for coming in my life.....
She then curses the day when mayank had proposed her......the day which she always thought to be the most beautiful day in her life....was nothing but a day full of regret for her today.....
Flashback-
She walked on the path full of roses.....she walked into the dark....she was shocked to see all that beauty....it was truly a marvelous scene...everything was sooooo beautiful.....she had never seen such a beauty in her life....
A walk on the roses.....a room lit up by the dim light of the candles.....a platform set for her to step on.....and as soon as she reached that spot....a spotlight was shot on her...and another spotlight on mayank.....
Mayank came closer to her...until the two spotlights merged into one......
Nupur- mayank yeh sab kya hai?
Mayank- shhhhh......nupur......aaj tum kuch mat bolo.....aaj sirf tum mujhe bolne do aur tum suno....
Nupur- par....
Mayank- plz Nupur...
Nupur- theek hai.....
Mayank- Nupur....aaj main tumhe kuch batana chahta hoon.....batana toh bahut pehle se hi chahta tha lekin...keh hi nahi paaya...kabhi himmat hi nahi huyi....shayad ho sakta hai ki main darta tha....darta tha ki kahin is baat se hamari dosti par koi aanch na aaye....darta tha ki kahin mere is confession se hamari dosti...jo ki mere liye sabse zyada important hai....woh kahin na toot jaaye....nupur waada karo ki chahe jo bhi ho tum hamari dosti nahi todogi?
He lends his hand before her....asking her to promise that she won't break their friendship....and she puts her hand in his hand...and he envelops her hand in his hand...
Nupur- mayank main waada karti hoon....chahe jo bhi ho jaaye...hamari yeh dosti kabhi bhi nahi tootegi....par baat to batao....
He then moves back.....the two spotlights become distant...and then turned around....he didn't wanted to say seeing in her eyes...
Mayank- Nupur....mujhe nahi pata kabse...nahi pata kaise...par mujhe tumse pyaar ho gaya hai....i am in love Nupur.....in love with u....bata nahi paaya kyunki darta tha ki kahin tum hamari yeh dosti bhi na tod do....main apne is naye ehsaas ki vajah se hamare rishte mein kabhi bhi koi bhi daraar nahi aane dena chahta hoon....but today I wanna say that...i, Mayank Sharma, the stupid, idiot, and not-so-handsome looking guy loves you a lot....main tumse itna pyaar karta hoon ki tum soch bhi nahi sakti ho...
When he turned around....he saw that Nupur had tears in her eyes....and had anger clearly visible in her big black beautiful eyes....
He thought that now she will slap him.....he thought that now he has lost his friend too...
As soon as Nupur came closer to him.....his heart beats kept on increasing....but she had a fast pace...not like the slow-movie types.....she was walking fast...
She neared him and hugged him....
Nupur- itni der kyun laga di mayank? Main kab se intezaar kar rahi thi....is din ke liye maine bahut itezaar kiya hai...i love u too....
They broke apart and mayank saw tears of joy in her eyes....he looked at her lovingly....
Mayank- tumne kabhi kyun nahi kaha?
Nupur- woh...yeh sab baatein to ladke pehle kehte haina?
She smiled......and mayank looked at hr affectionately.....
Nupur- aur sach kahoon toh mujhe bhi darr tha ki main kahin apna dost na kho doon....
Mayank- yeh dekho....hum dono ek doosre se itna pyaar karte hain aur hum dono ne hi sach nahi bola kyunki hum dono hi apni dosti kho dene se darte the.....agar aaj main confess na karta to mujhe kabhi pata hi nahi chalta that u love me too....aaj to bach gaye....pata nahi kitne log honge jo ki yeh sochkar confess nahi karte hain ki isse unki dosti na toot jaaye....woh yeh bhi nahi sochte hain ki ho sakta hai ki saamne waala aaphi ke ikraar ka intezaar kar raha ho....
and they both hugged each other........
It's true that today no one confesses their love even though they love each other just due to the fear of denial....comeon....take the risk...u never know that during this process u may even win your true love....what's the problem in taking the risk when this could make u win ur true love??? Risk...cause nothing comes without a cost....
Flashback ends.
Nupur's POV-
Nahi....tumne mere saath sirf pyaar ka natak kiya....tumne mujhse kabhi bhi sacha pyaar nahi kiya hai.....agar kiya hota to mere saath kabhi bhi yeh nahi karte....tumhare liye hamare pyaar se zyada to tumhara career tha...aur kehte the ki tum mujhse sabse zyada pyaar karte ho....jhoothe kahin ke! I hate u mayank....i hate u....
Flashback-
A girl who was wearing a pink frock style suit goes towards a boy wearing the same coloured shirt.....both looking stunning......
Nupur- mayank...aaj hamare college ka aakhiri din hai....
Mayank- haan I know....iske baad hamare sapno ko sach karne ka din hai....
He puts his hand on her shoulder and hugs her....then after breaking apart......he puts his hand on her waist and then sways with motion.....
Mayank- Nupur....
Nupur- hmm....
He whispers in her ears.....
Mayank- Nupur...tum jaanti ho na that I love you?
Nupur- haan mayank....main jaanti hoon.....i love u too.....
He then leaves her....and comes in front of her....
Mayank- nahi Nupur....kya tum yeh jaanti ho ki main tumse kitna pyaar karta hoon?
Nupur- bahut saara....
She spreads her hands as much as she could....she does that like a kid... he smiles at her adorably....
Mayank- nahi...i mean kitna....tum batao.....tum mujhse kitni mohobbat karti ho?
Nupur- mayank......pyaar ko koi bataya thodi na ja sakta hai ki kitni mohobbat hai....bas mohobbat hai....
Mayank- nahi Nupur....batao na ki kitni mohobbat hai?
Nupur- ek pal ke liye duniya de doon...itni mohobbat hai....khush? ab tum batao ki kitni mohobbat hai?
Mayank- ek pal ke liye zindagi de doon....itni mohobbat hai.....
Nupur was awestruck....she never thought that anyone can love her so much....she just spread her arms and envelops him in her arms......
Flashback ends.
Nupur's POV-
Kyun mayank? Tumhare liye to main tumhari zindagi thi na? to phir kyun? Kyun tumne aisa kiya mere saath? Kyun mujhe is daur par laakar chod diya? Kyun tumhare liye mujhse zyada tumhara career important ho gaya? Kyun? Kyun tumne us din mujhe mana kar diya? Kyun meri zindagi barbaad kar di? Kyun? Kash maine tumse kabhi bhi pyaar hi nai kiya hota....i wish ki tum meri zindagi mein kabhi bhi na aate....
part 2 out of 3
Nupur's POV-
Kyun mayank kyun? Pata hai maine maa bauji ko jab maine mere rishte ki baat kisi aur se karte huye suna toh main kitni toot gayi thi? Main poori tarah se ghabra gayi thi....i felt like a thousand thorns piercing my heart....jaise ki koi mujhe jalaane ki koshish kar raha ho....jaise ki mei saansen ko mujhse chen dena chahta ho.....jaise koi mere seene mein khanjar bhok dena chahta ho...aur sabse pehle main tumhare paas hi aayi thi....
Flashback-
I was standing near the staircase....ready to go to the college.....when I heard something which shattered me...something that I hoped that isn't true...i heard bauji talking to ma....
Bauji- are suno...main kuch soch raha tha.
Ma- kya?
Bauji- maine hamari Nupur ke bare mein kuch socha hai.
Ma- kya socha hai aapne?
Bauji- woh main soch raha tha ki Nupur ki ab padhai khatam hone hi waali hai....uska college khatam to ho hi chukka hai....aur phir ab woh badi ho gayi hai..to kyun na ek acha sa ladka dekhkar uski shaadi kar di jaaye?
Ma- par....nupur abhi nasamajh hai....woh itni badi zimmadari ke liye tyaar hai kya?
Bauji- nahi...nupur ab badi ho chuki hai...ab woh is zimmedari ko uthaane ke kabil hai.
Ma- theek hai....phir uske liye ek acha ladka bhi toh dhoondhna padega.
Bauji- uski chinta tum mat karo....mere zehen main ek bahut hi nek ladka hai hamari Nupur ke liye...
I was shattered on hearing that.....
Ma- kaun hai woh?
Bauji- woh uska naam pooab hai.....bahut hi nek ladka hai....ekdum parivarik aur sanskari....upar se woh apne pita ka business bhi sambhalta hai....isse nek aur khaandani ladka hame kabhi nahi mil sakta hai.
Ma- are waah! To phir Nupur ke rishte ki baat usse kariye na.
Bauji- wahi toh main bhi soch raha hoon....main aaj hi rishte ki baat karta hoon....
I could hear nothing more.....i just knew one thing....it was terrible.....i had to go from there....i couldn't stand it any longer.....
Tears welled up her eyes....she was broken...she was devastated.....so she ran away from there....
Flashback ends.
Nupur's POV-
Kyun mayank? Tumhare liye to main tumhari zindagi thi na? to phir kyun? Kyun tumne aisa kiya mere saath? Kyun mujhe is daur par laakar chod diya? Kyun tumhare liye mujhse zyada tumhara career important ho gaya? Kyun? Kyun tumne us din mujhe mana kar diya? Kyun meri zindagi barbaad kar di? Kyun? Kash maine tumse kabhi bhi pyaar hi nai kiya hota....i wish ki tum meri zindagi mein kabhi bhi na aate....
Flashback-
She was running.....running to stop the storm from coming into her life......she was running to go and hide herself in his arms....from this cruel reality....
She just ran....and then she saw him standing at some distance.....she doubled her pace and went in his arms....she rested her hands on his back and her face on his chest......and she started sobbing....
He took her in his arms and consoled her....he caressed her back...and was worried about her sudden breakdown....
Mayank- kya hua princess?
Nupur- mayank...mayank....woh bauji....woh ma aur bauji meri....
She wasn't able to speak up.....her voice was mixed with tension....worry...fear of loosing something....and cries....
Seeing her in this condition.....even mayank now got tensed....
Mayank- rona band karo....aur batao ki kya hua?
Nupur- mayank...ma aur bauji meri shaadi kara dena chahte hain....
And she hid he face in his chest....the only place which could comfort her....comfort her from the rest of this world.....but mayank even lost all hopes......what will he do now?
Mayank- Nupur tum chinta mat karo....hum abhi tumhare parents se baat karenge....they will understand us.....
Nupur- mayank par.....
Mayank- Nupur is waqt kuch bhi sochne ka waqt nahi hai....tumhe mujhpar bharosa haina?
Nupur- haan mayank.
And then they went to Nupur's house.
Flashback ends.
Nupur's POV-
Mayank us din jo tumne kiya use main kabhi bhi nahi bhool sakti hoon....kabhi nahi.....us din tumne na sirf mera bharosa toda balki pyaar mein se mera vishwaas bhi utha diya.... kyun kiya tumne mere saath aisa mayank? Kyun?
Flashback-
They had together gone to Nupur's house.....both being afraid....
Mayank- uncle namaste.
Bauji- namaste beta.....bolo kya baat hai?
Mayank- uncle woh baat yeh thi ki main aur Nupur ek doosre se pyaar karte hain.
Nupur's father was very open minded.....he was the modern father....for who....the happiness of his daughters was more important than anything else....
Bauji- to beta tumne yeh baat pehle kyun nahi batai?
Nupur- bauji main bahut darr gayi thi.
Bauji- chalo koi baat nahi hai...ab tum dono ki jaldi se shaadi kara dete hain.....
Nupur was very happy....she won the entire world....her happiness knew no bounds....but something again shook her appiness.....
Mayank- uncle shaadi?
Bauji- kyun beta? Tumhe Nupur se shaadi nahi karni hai kya?
Mayank- uncle karni toh hai....par abhi itni jaldi kya hai? I mean...abhi main apna sapna poora karna chahta hoon.....ek writer banna chahta hoon......
Bauji- toh beta woh to tum shaadi ke baad bhi kar sakte ho na?
Mayank- nahi uncle....main abhi is bojh ko dhone ke liye tyaar nahi hoon......
Nupur- Mayank....tumhe shaadi bojh lagti hai?
Mayank- dekho Nupur....woh baat nahi hai....par main pehle apna sapna sakaar karna chahta hoon...ek naam kamana chahta hoon....phir hum shaadi ke bare mein sochenge.
Nupur- sochenge? Matlab?
Mayank- dekho Nupur....mujhe nahi pata hai ki ismein kitne saal lagenge...aur phir agar utne saalon baad bhi hamara pyaar kayam raha toh hum shaadi kar lenge....
Nupur- tumhara matlab kya hai Mr. Mayank Sharma? Tumhe kya lagta hai? Maine tumse pyaar nahi kiya hai kya? tumhe lagta hai ki hamara rishta hona mushkil hai...aur main tumhara intezaar karti rahon?
Mayank- dekho...hum log live-in relationship karte hain....agar hum ek doosre ko she paaye toh hum log shaadi kar lenge...varna hum dono alag ho jaayenge...
Nupur just felt someone crushing her dreams.....she felt her world spinning....she knew only one thing...mayank is fake...she now hated Mayank.....
She slapped him hard on his face....but the pain was somewhere embedded in her heart too.....
He went away from there leaving behind a girl with broken dreams...
Flashback ends.
Nupur's POV-
Us din Mayank tum mujhe yun chod kar chale gaye.....aur tumne ek baar bhi mujhse maafi nahi maangi....tumhara career tumhare liye humse bhi zyada ho gaya tha....aur tumhare jaane ke baad I got married to poorab.....
part 3 out of 3
Nupur's POV-
Us din Mayank tum mujhe yun chod kar chale gaye.....aur tumne ek baar bhi mujhse maafi nahi maangi....tumhara career tumhare liye humse bhi zyada ho gaya tha....aur tumhare jaane ke baad I got married to poorab.....tumne to us din apne career ko chun liya....par....bauji ne bhi meri zindagi mein....jo tumhari jagah thi usko kisi aur ko de diya... aur main chah kar bhi kuch nahi kar saki.....main majboor thi.....tumhare dhoke ke baad hosh mein hi nahi thi.....ek jeeti jaagti laash ban gayi thi....aur isse pehle ki mujhe kuch pata chalta...main poorab ke saath uske kamre mein thi...
Flashback-
I was sitting on a bed of roses...the roses which bore no fragrance for me....the roses which were thorns rather than petals for me....the thorns which were not picking my body but my heart in which you lived....my soul on which I had written your name.....
Poorab entered the room....and this thing made my heart beats go wilder....and he came closer to me....he sat next to me and kept his hand on my hand....this thing made me shiver.....
Poorab- Nupur....main jaanta hoon ki tumhare saath kya hua hai....tum itni jaldi mujhe apna nahi sakogi...aur main tumpar koi bhi dabaav nahi daaloonga.....u can have your own time...tumpar koi bhi tarah ka dabaav nahi hai...hum pati patni ki jagah dost ho sakte hain.....tumhe abhi ek dost ki zaroorat hai...aur main tumse dosti karna chahta hoon....
This thing made all my tears....tears which were kept in my sea shell like eyes....tears which were struggling to go down but I had forcefully kept them intact...go free....they fell from my eyes...and I hugged him tight....
I just couldn't believe.....i hugged him tight and he in return hugged me to console me....he just now could do anything with me.....i am his wife....his property......but he....he wanted me as a partner in his life....and as a friend for life.....i am lucky to have a friend in my husband.....
Flashback ends.
Nupur's POV-
Mayank tum to meri zindagi se chale gaye.....lekin poorab....unhone meri zindagi ko khushiyon se bhar diya.....unhone mujhe patni ka darja diya.....lekin hamesha ek dost hi tarah mera saath diya.....unhone mere chehre par khushi ka koi mauka nahi choda.....he gave me all the happiness of this world.....he loved me....woh mujhse itna pyaar karte the.....lekin unhone badle mein kabhi bhi mujhse kuch nahi maanga.....woh hamesha hi mera saath dete rahe.....aur bina meri marzi ke unhone mujhe kabhi bhi nahi chua.....woh chahte to aisa kar sakte the....par nahi....unhone mere dil se apna naata joda.....aur ma-papa urf mere saas-sasur.....unhone to mujhe kabhi bhi bahu nahi balki ek beti maana.....poorab agar kuch kehte to shayad woh na dete.....lekin mere kehne par mujhe sab kuch mil jaata tha....woh mere liye mere mummy papa se bhi badhkar hain....they loved me so much.....unse ache in-laws kahin par bhi..kisi ko bhi nahi milte....aur pata hai kya? Main tumhe bhoolne lagi thi....aur main bhool hi chuki thi ki main kisi Mayank Sharma ko jaanti bhi hoon....mujhe poorab se pyaar ho gaya tha.....mujhe kabhi bhi pata hi nahi chala ki kaise? Kaise poorab ne mere dil mein tumse badi jagah bana li....kab main unhe tumhari jagah de baithi....kab main unse mohobbat karne lagi....kab mere dil mein jo unke liye sammaan tha woh pyaar mein badal gaya.....kitni ajeeb dastaan hai yeh!Ki kaise kisi insaan ko do baar pyaar ho sakta hai! Shayad woh respect hi thi....par ab main khud ko unhe saup dena chahti thi....ab main unhe unka hak dena chahti thi....ek pati ka hak....us din main unhe har khushi dena chahti thi.....us din main bahut khush thi....us din lekin maine apni zindagi ka sabse bada shock paaya jab maine unhe apne pyaar ke bare mein bataya.....woh din.....jo meri zindagi ka sabse haseen din hona chahiye tha....woh din....woh din meri zindagi ka sabse khaufnaak din ban gaya....us din....
But before she could pursue....hot tears roll down her cheeks......and there was no one to wipe off her tears right now....
Flashback-
I was in the kitchen......the house seemed quieter than usual....ma-papa had gone to party....and only me and poorab were there....and he was busy doing some of his important office work....
The salt was finished....and I decided to take the salt from the upper store for the purpose....so I just climbed the shelf myself....i often wonder why do necessary things have to kept in a upper position...
But then my leg slipped....and I thought that I am going to fall....and the fear caused my eyes to be close....but I didn't fall......he had held me....i fell in his arms....he was there to support me...his strong arms gave me a completeness.....i felt so secure in his arms....and I was blushing.....as for the first time we were so close...though I knew that I wanted to be more close to him now....
He made me sit on the couch and then impulsively hugged me....it was the first time when he had initiated a hug.....though I always got a shoulder whenever I wanted to cry upon....but he was never the one to hug me...i was the one to hug him and he just responded....not with passion but with concern....
Poorab- Nupur, tum theek to ho na? tumhe koi chot to nahi lagi na? tumhe kya zaroorat thi shelf par chadne ki?
He showered me with questions full of concern for me.....although he didn't even let me fall.....i was lost in his thoughts...
He thought that I was not replying due to the proximity we shared right now....he thought that I saw insecure....i could read that in his eyes....he thought himself to be guilty....he thought that he should have not hugged me...he thought something else.....
Poorab- I am sorry.....tumhe chot to nahi lagi na?
I knew that he thought that he was guilty....he thought that he should not have had hugged me......he thought that I was feeling bad due to that!
Nupur- nahi....vaise bhi jab tak aap mujhe samhalne ke liye hain.....tab tak mujhe kuch nahi hoga....aur vaise bhi....aap hain na har baar apni baahon mein mujhe chupa lene ke liye....aur mere liye toh wahi sabse safe jagah hai....
I blushed and said.....and from the look on his face....i understood that he has understood what I had meant to say by those words.....and I saw a smile spreading slowly on his guilty face....erasing all the doubts....
Poorab- do you mean?
Nupur- yes....i do love you...and I do want to start a new life with you.....
His smile broadened.....and the look on his face told me everything.....and I simply blushed....he just picked me up in his arms and danced in joy....all I could say was to "poorab chodiye".....but this time he didn't listened to me.....and I was happy for that....
Then his call for office came.....and though reluctantly....he had to go.......but before going....he gave me a peck on my cheeks.....which now got even more reddened.....
And he went away and I went to my room.....getting ready for this night....
She wore a red lehenga.....with all matching accessories.....she wore everything that a bride does.....afterall......today she was going to be a complete wife.....a bride....a suhangan.....and today she would be his.....
Just when she was applying her sindoor.....a phonecall came to disturb her....she gracefully walked over to the phone and said, "Hello."
After hearing what all the caller said.....Nupur fell to the ground and broke into sobs...her sindoor got scattered on her forehead......she didn't saw when her dream was shattered......her entire world was shattered.....she felt a numb pain in her body......surpassing every breath she took....
She just gathered her lifeless body.....and rushed to the hospital where poorab had an accident.......she broke into a run.....she didn't wanted to even waste a single moment....she was shattered.....what will happen to poorab? The doctor had said that he has met with a severe accident and there are no chances of his recovery.....he had only a few moments to abide.....
But she knew that nothing would happen to his poorab.....nothing....she just was running to meet him......her life.....
At the hospital-
Nupur gathered up spirit to go and see poorab.....who was surrounded by so many wires that is masculine body seemed to be small in front of them....every portion of his was tied up with a bandage.....she felt a sudden urge to pick him up in his arms and kiss him.....she just stared at him with her red swollen eyes.....
Poorab felt his life coming to him.....he felt Nupur coming to see him...and this thing gave him some courage to open his eyes and see the most beautiful sight....nupur was dressed up in a bridal lehenga....she looked extremely angelic....but the fact was only that now....her black eyes were red...and the glow on her face was missing......
Poorab- Nupur.
She was sitting beside him crying......but as soon as she heard him say her name.....she got up....and looked at him with weak eyes......
Poora- Nupur, mujhe maaf kar dena....aaj main hamari zindagi ki nayi shuruvaat ke din hi tumhe chod kar jaa raha hoon....
Nupur- aap aisa mat kahiye....aap ko kuch nahi hoga....aap ko main kuch hone nahi doongi.....aap ke paas to abhi poori zindagi baaki hai....
And she cried......tears were just falling from her eyes like a rain from the clouds....
Poorab- nupur yeh tum bhi jaanti ho aur main bhi ki aisa kuch nahi hone waala hai.....tum jaanti ho ki mere paas samay bahut kam hai......aur main apni zindagi ke aakhiri pal tumhare saath bitana chahta hoon...
Nupur- poorab par aapki zindagi par mera hak hai....aur main aapko kahin nahi jaane doongi...
Poorab- Nupur kiss me.....tab tak jab tak main hamesha ke liye na soo jauun.....
Nupur cried.......but she agreed....she mouthed his lips over hers and kissed him passionately....he too responded but then his response slowly died away like him....
While she just fell to the ground.....her world was shattered....her life was broken......poorab was dead....he had no life.....he was lifeless........nupur was lifeless.....
Flashback ends.
Nupur's POV-
Kyun bhagwaan? Kyun? Aisa kyun hua? Jab maine poorab ko apni zindagi maan liya tha to aapne mujhse meri zindagi kyun cheen li? Kyun mujhe tod diya? Kyun mujhe ek zinda laash bana diya?kyun aapne mujhse mere poorab ko cheen liya? Kyun? Jab bhi main kisi se pyaar karti hoon toh aap use mujhse kyun cheen lete hain? kyun? Kya meri zindagi mein kabhi bhi khushiyan nahi aa sakti hain....aur aaj aapne mere jeevan mein mayank ko bhej diya.....jab maine jeena seek liya th toh phir aapne kyun Mayank ko bhej diya? 1 saal baad jab maine poorab ki maut se ubhar kar....mummy papa ke liye unka sahara ban gayi.....toh aapne meri shaadi Mayank se karva diya....kyun? maine mummy papa ko kitna samjhaya phir bhi unhone mere such ke liye meri shaadi usse karvadi...us insaan se...jisse main itni nafrat karti hoon....kyun? kitni ajeeb dastaan hai yeh....jab main usse pyaar karti thi tab woh mere saaath nahi tha....aur ab jab main usse nafrat karti hoon aur sirf poorab se pyaar....toh woh mere saath hai.......ab main kya karoon? Aaj meri pehli raat hai....aur ab mujhe usse koi baat nahi karni hai.....kyun meri shaadi Mayank se ho gayi? Kyun? Abhi ak main poorab ke gum se bahar bhi nahi nikali thi.....aur ab main Mayank ki patni hoon.....kyun? par main use khud ko choone nahi doongi....i hate him.....nafrat karti hon main usse......kyun? kyun tum meri zindagi mein phir se aa gaye? Aakhir kyun tumne mujhse shaadi kar li? Kyun main tumhari patni ban gayi? Kyun?
Nupur's POV-
Kyun bhagwaan? Kyun? Aisa kyun hua? Jab maine poorab ko apni zindagi maan liya tha to aapne mujhse meri zindagi kyun cheen li? Kyun mujhe tod diya? Kyun mujhe ek zinda laash bana diya?kyun aapne mujhse mere poorab ko cheen liya? Kyun? Jab bhi main kisi se pyaar karti hoon toh aap use mujhse kyun cheen lete hain? kyun? Kya meri zindagi mein kabhi bhi khushiyan nahi aa sakti hain....aur aaj aapne mere jeevan mein mayank ko bhej diya.....jab maine jeena seek liya th toh phir aapne kyun Mayank ko bhej diya? 1 saal baad jab maine poorab ki maut se ubhar kar....mummy papa ke liye unka sahara ban gayi.....toh aapne meri shaadi Mayank se karva diya....kyun? maine mummy papa ko kitna samjhaya phir bhi unhone mere such ke liye meri shaadi usse karvadi...us insaan se...jisse main itni nafrat karti hoon....kyun? kitni ajeeb dastaan hai yeh....jab main usse pyaar karti thi tab woh mere saaath nahi tha....aur ab jab main usse nafrat karti hoon aur sirf poorab se pyaar....toh woh mere saath hai.......ab main kya karoon? Aaj meri pehli raat hai....aur ab mujhe usse koi baat nahi karni hai.....kyun meri shaadi Mayank se ho gayi? Kyun? Abhi ak main poorab ke gum se bahar bhi nahi nikali thi.....aur ab main Mayank ki patni hoon.....kyun? par main use khud ko choone nahi doongi....i hate him.....nafrat karti hon main usse......kyun? kyun tum meri zindagi mein phir se aa gaye? Aakhir kyun tumne mujhse shaadi kar li? Kyun main tumhari patni ban gayi? Kyun?
Suddenly she heard someone's footsteps entering into the room.....her life....and it was none other than Mayank....her husband....
He came near her and put his hand on hers.....and this thing made her remember poorab....the one who made her know that life is the name to move on.....but right now she was shivering....she didn't knew how to react....how can you expect someone to react if her life has gotten into a ship...and that ship had no destination....the ship which is her last hope....but a ship which burns her....and she hates it to the core...
Nupur withdrew her hand back.....mayank gave her a "what?" expression....and then again reached out for her hand....while she again shrugged his hand off....
Nupur- dekho Mayank, tum mujhe choone ki koshish bhi mat karna.....tum aaye hi kyun meri life mein? Main khush thi...
Mayank- Nupur main tumhe choo nahi raha tha balki bina bole yeh batana chahta tha that I am with you.....pehle to tum meri baatein samajh jaati thi.....
Nupur- dekho Mayank....pehle ki baat hi kuch aur thi....pehle main tumse pyaar karti thi....aur ab nafrat karti hoon....ab main sirf poorab ki hoon....
Mayank- par Nupur....
Nupur- par var kuch nahi Mayank....tum mujhse door raho toh tumhare liye behtar hoga....
Mayank- ek baar meri baat to sunlo.....main tumhe us mod par chod ke gaya....kyunki uski ek vajah thi.....
Nupur- Mayank mujhe kuch nahi sunna hai....tumhe itni si baat samajh mein nahi aati hai?
Tears were falling from her eyes......deep within her heart, she knew that she only loved Mayank.... she only had respect for poorab and hence she thought to give him his right on her.....but she had always loved Mayank....she could never really get over him.....she was getting weaker by each passing moment.....she just wanted Mayank to be beside her....she still loved him....but she wont accept that fact.....
Mayank couldn't see his Nupur like this....he couldn't make her cry....last time he had done that drama for her happiness....and even today he couldn't see tears in her eyes....but he couldn't let Nupur keep on talking and hurting herself.....she wasn't even giving him chance to speak.....
So in order to quite her....he went near her....he came close to her....she was shivering and trying to anticipate what his next action would be.....she tried to speak something like "dekho Mayank" but she was silenced.......mayank had placed his lips over hers...and was kissing her gently....at first Nupur was revolting....she tried not to respond but suddenly all emotions empowered Nupur's strong will.....she started responding to the sweet, gentle kiss.....turning it into a passionate kiss...
Then Mayank broke the kiss and Nupur came back from her trance....she tried to separate herself from his grip....her entire body was in his clutches...and she was trying to wriggle out of it....but he didn't wanted her to go....he wanted to her to hear what he was saying.... and today was the perfect opportunity for him......
Nupur- Mayank chodo mujhe.
Mayank- nahi Nupur, pehle tum meri baat suno....
Nupur- theek hai....par pehle tum mujhe chodo.....
Mayank let her go from her grip....she went and sat on the bed....while Mayank came and sat near her legs....and Nupur was shedding tears....
Nupur- Mayank tumne mere saath aisa kyun kiya? Kyun chod ke gaye the mujhe? Kyun tumne mera dil toda tha?
Mayank- kyunki.....kyunki aisa karne ke liye main majboor tha!
Nupur- majboor? Par kaise?
Mayank- Nupur tumhe laga hoga ki maine us din tumhe dhoka diya.....par aisa nahi tha.....mujhe yeh karna pada....woh us waqt main kuch bhi nahi tha.....na mere paas rehne ki permanent jagah thi.....woh ek kiraye ka ghar tha.....aur na hi mere paas tumhe koi bhi khushiyan dene ka raasta tha....to isiliye......isiliye maine socha ki main tumhari zindagi se door chala jaaon.....tumhari khushiyon ke liye....
Nupur- tumne mujhe khush dekhne ke liye, mujhe sabse bada gam diya? Par tum mujhse baad mein shaadi kar lete....tumne "live-in" relationship jaise gande shabd ko hamare rishte par kyun use kiya?
Mayank- haan maine aisa kiya....kyunki bauji ne mujhe aisa karne ke liye kaha!
Nupur was now shocked.....she was already feeling so angry that Mayank did all that drama for her happiness.......didnt he knew that her happiness lied with him? Didn't he knew how much she loved him? Or perhaps she still does! But when she heard bauji's name, then all her feelings were now mixed up.....
Nupur- bauji ne?
Mayank- haan bauji ne.....
Nupur- Mayank tum jhooth bol rahe ho......
Mayank- nahi Nupur.....main sach ke raha hoon......sach mein Nupur.....bauji ne hi mujhe aisa karne ko kaha tha....i remember everything......when you told me that you are going to be married with someone, I remember that I went with you to your house.....aur tum 5 minute ke liye kitchen mein gayi thi.....
Flashback-
Mayank had arrived with Nupur and Nupur had gone to fetch water for Mayank....
Mayank- bauji main aur Nupur ek doosre se pyaar karte hain......aur hum dono shaadi karn chahte hain....
Bauji- main jaanta hoon.
Mayank was shocked that bauji knew everything.....
Mayank- woh kaise?
Bauji- aaj jab main Nupur ke kamre meinek kitaab lene gaya tha toh maine tumhari aur Nupur ki kuch taveeren dekhi thi.....aur phir mujhe bhi samajhte der nahi lagi ki tum dono ke beech kya chal raha hai...
Mayank was now shocked and was feeling even embarrassed......why did nupur kept their pictures like that only? Didn't she care if anyone saw them?
Flashback ends.
Mayank- Nupur tum hamare lamho ki tasveeren aise hi kyun chod deti ho? Tumhe ek baar bhi darr nahi laga ki koi unhe dekh lega? Tumne ek baar bhi hamare pyaar ke lamho ke bare mein nahi socha? Tumne hamare un lamho ko sambhal kar....meri tarah apne dil ke kareeb kyun nahi rakha? Tumne unhe yun hi chod diya...
Nupur was shocked.....and she blushed while hearing this....she did kept his picures everywhere in her room! She used to see him whenever she was in her room....and she did kept the pictures of their beautiful moments in her room....
Nupur- woh...woh Mayank maine tumhari tasveeren har jagah isiliye rakhi thi kyunki main un tasveeron se baatein karti thi.....jab tum nahi hote the tab main unse baat karti thi....unse har woh baat kehti thi jo shayad main kabhi bhi tumhare saamne na keh paaon....infact maine sabse pehle confess bhi unhi se kiya tha!
Mayank was now very happy on listening this...he gave her his 1000W smile....a smile on which Nupur used to rely.....and even now she was happy on seeing his smile....his smile was so contagious that it started on his lips but ended on hers....
Mayank- oh! To isiliye tumne aisa kiya.....par tumhare us imaginary pyaar ne hamare virtual pyaar ko khatam kar diya....
She was feeling love running though her veins...after all she did love him a lot.....and today when he was saying like this...and that too on their wedding night....she was blushing a deep red colour....she hadn't forgotten him...she couldn't......but when Mayank said that their love was broken due to her fault.....then she got angry.....she remembered how he had spoken to her.....how he had insulted their love....her love...
Nupur- yeh tum kya keh rahe ho? Aisa ho hi nahi sakta hai....tumhe sirf jhooth bolna aata hai.....mera dil dukhaana aata hai...aur mujhe poori tarah se todna aata hai...tum-
But before she could utter a word more than that....mayank stepped forward like he did before and kissed her.....he had to! He wanted her to peacefully listen to her and not say anything.....while she kept on muttering.....first of all she did struggled....but then she slowly gave into that kiss.....and that kiss started like a fire....it created a spark....and spread an amount of desire in their bodies.....but first they needed to solve their misunderstandings....
Nupur- tumhari himmat kaise hui mujhe kiss karne ki?
Mayank- tumne bhi toh kiss back kiya......iska matlab you too enjoyed....
Now she blushed.....it was true....she did kiss him back again...but he was so gentle on her....and his kiss was so polite on her that she she couldn't help but respond....his kiss had initiated a fire in her....she wanted to forget about the past and be with him.... throughout he life.....throughout the night.....if that was the way for him to make her silent....then she would do that only....she would keep on speaking until he again kisses her...so she started again.....
Nupur- dekho Mayank.....tum na hi mere koi ho....aur na hi main tumhari....so its better that tum mujhse baat mat karo.....i kissed you back thinking that if I did that then....u would stop kissing me...
Mayank- agar tum itna bologi toh mujhse tumhe phi se kiss karna padega to make you silent.....pehle tum meri baaat toh sun lo....
Nupur- tum na.....tum mujhe phir se kiss nahi karoge....i wont you do this...tum apne aap ko kya samajhte ho? What do you think? Aur main koi bacchi nahi hoon....mere paas bhi haath hain......i wont let you kiss me this time....Mere dil mein ab tumhare liye koi jagah nahi hai....main tumhari baat kyun sunoon? I won't...
Then she saw that Mayank was coming closer to her....he came closer until she stopped blabbering....but what do you think he did? He kissed? NO! This time he didn't kissed her but went really close to her...their breaths were disturbing....he just went close to her lips....nupur just closed her eyes....but Mayank stopped.....
Mayank- mujhe toh lagta hai that you r desperate for another kiss....
Nupur couldn't help but feel shy....he was right! She did wanted him to kiss her! His kiss seemed to taking out her pain...
Nupur- aisa kuch nahi hai....
Mayank- Nupur tum meri ek baar baat suno.....then I won't mind to give you some "nice" kisses...
Flashback-
Mayank was shocked beyond words...bauji already knew about them.....but now this would make things a little bit easier....now he just had to ask her hand.....
Mayank- toh bauji....kya aap mujhe Nupur ka haath denge?
Bauji- Mayank....tum kitna kamate ho? Meri beti ko kaise khush rakhoge?
Mayank- bauji main usse pyaar karta hoon....main use bahut khush rakhoonga...
Bauji- Mayank pyaar se duniya nahi chalti hai....kya tum usse shaadi karke uski zimmendari utha paaoge?
Mayank- bauji aaj nai toh kal.....main usse kuch mahino mein shaadi kar loonga....tab tak main ek kamyaab writer ban jaaonga....
Bauji- aur agar tum ek writer nahi ban paaye toh?
Mayank- bauji phir bhi main Nupur ko hamesha hi khush rakhoonga....
Bauji- Mayank tum meri beti ke sunhare bhavishya ke beech mein mat aao.....woh to pagal hai...tum kuch samajhdaar ho.....tum meri beti ki zindagi se door chale jaao... poorab use woh khushiyan se sakta hai jo use koi bhi nahi de sakta hai.....tum agar nahi gaye toh tum usse uski khushiyan cheen loge....aur agar tumhara pyaar sacha hai toh tum koi bhi karan vash..... Nupur se door ho jaao......uski khushiyon ke liye....
Mayank just knew one thing at that time....he felt broken.....but he agreed! He loved her so much that he didn't want to stay in her way...he did knew that at that time....he couldn't fulfil her needs....he wanted to marry her.....but his financial status wasn't such.....and today, her father had asked for a sacrifice in love...of love.....and he gave that too....
And after whatever happened was witnessed by Nupur too....
Flashback ends.
Nupur was feeling like killing herself.....mayank did that for her happiness! And at the same time...she had tears in her eyes.....she was so naive that she misunderstood Mayank! And she thought that he was pretending to love her....but he did loved her a lot....she was angry with her bauji for spoiling her life....she had tears in her eyes.....they had been struggling to go free since such a long time back....and today they finally shed!
But Mayank hid her in his arms....he caressed her....he knew what she needed at that time....he knew that right now...she doesn't needs passion but love....a friend and not a husband......
Nupur- Mayank...tumne soch bhi kaise liya ki main tumhare bina khush reh sakti hoon?
Mayank- main jaanta tha ki aisa possible nahi hai.....nupur yakeen maano....yeh mere liye tumse bhi zyada mushkil kaam tha....maine do saal se khud ko ek dhokebaaz ki nazron se dekh raha hoon....maine apne hi haathon apne pyaar ko kisi aur ke hawaale ka diya....mujhpar kya guzar rahi hai yeh socho....i mean I love you sincerely.....aur do saal se main khud se nazren bhi nahi mila paa raha hoon....i am sorry.....
Nupur just lifts her head to see tears in his eyes.....he never had tears....even if he was broken....he never really showed his emotions to anyone....he never really cried...and by looking at his face.....she knew what he must have been feeling....se just lift his head up.... and cupped his face.....
Nupur- tumhe apni nazron se khud ko dekhne ki koi zaroorat nahi hai.....meri nazren hain na tumhe dekhne ke liye.....
She then wiped off his tears and he just gave her a confused expression.....
Nupur- maine sirf tumhi se pyaar kiya.....hamesha se hi....kabhi bhi kisi aur se main pyaar kar hi nahi saki......poorab ko maine sirf aur sirf ek dost maana......phir unki izzat karne lagi.....hamesha hi unko tumhari jagah deni chahi....tumhe bhula diya....lekin jab bhi aankhen band ki......sirf tumhara chehra nazar aaya!
Mayank- iska matlab hai ki?
Nupur- iska matlab hai ki abhi bhi tumhara chance hai.....so you can be still with me...and I do still love you insanely.......
Mayank- so do i.....i too love you Mrs. Nupur Sharma...
Then she leaned forward and gave him a peck on his cheeks....while her cheeks got pink colour....and then she took the initiative and hugged him....this time the hug lasted for a few moments.....never to let go of themselves.....but then Nupur separated and blushed.....and she went to the other side of the room facing the bed....while Mayank understood her desire and hugged her tight....he picked her up in his strong arms.....not breaking a single moment of their eye lock.....and they made the way towards the bed... After that.....lights off......and two lovers became one from two.....
After 6 years....
Nupur was trying to make angel watch the television.....
Angel is actually Arti......their five years old daughter....a beautiful one....with black eyes and beautiful hairs....she is the symbol of their love....their angel....
"Arti.....beta tum yeh tv par dekh lo...." Nupur tried to convey...pointing out at a cartoon show....
"Nahi mumma....aap dekh nahi rahe ho? Main papa ki likhi hui ek pyaari si love story padh rahi hoon." A beautiful five years old Arti said.....
"Kya? Ek love story? Dikhana beta." Nupur took the book away from Arti's hands and was going to have a look at it...
"hi jaan." Mayank said as he entered his room....
"papa." Angel just jumped on his lap.....
Mayank caressed her face and kissed his angel...he then took the book away from Nupur's hands and kissed her on her forehead.....
Nupur- yeh kaun si book hai? Maine toh aapki likhi hui har book padhi hai....yeh kaun si hai?
Mayank- yeh tumne padhi nahi balki mehsoos ki hai.....
Nupur- kya matlab?
Mayank- yeh hai tumhari zindagi ki "ajeeb dastaan"......kaise milke bichadne ke baad hum phir mile....
Nupur- kya?
Mayank- haan....
And Mayank leaned forward to give his wife a kiss on her lips....he just reduced the distance between their lips.....they kissed.....they were both lost in the kiss when....
Arti- papa mummy aap logon ne kiss kyun kiya?
Mayank and Nupur moved apart......feeling a bit embarrassed....
Arti- batao na...
When no one gave her an answer, she said- na batao....main nani se pooch loongi....ki papa ne mummy ko lips par kiss kyun kiya?
But before she could go to ask......they both held her and kissed her cheeks....ans said "kyunki hume pyaar hai"
And indeed they did loved each other.....misunderstandings could not break their love...
wasn't it an ajeeb dastaan of love?
Hmm....now it's THE END.
So, here i present the script, on which i wrote this story.
ZOAH's SCRIPT
a girl and a boy loves each other a lot. they both are in college last year!
the girl asks the boy to marry her, but the boy says that he cnt cuz he has to make his carrer first, which is to become famour writer.
then the girl's parents gets her married to some other guy, and the other guy loves her a lot. His parents are the sweetest in law u could find.
the girl is happy with her husband and family, but her husband has an accident and he dies.
and after 6 months of her husband's death, her husband's parents forces the girl to remarry and live her life and thats when she meets the first love.
- Mahak
i know i know ki aap log soch rahe honge ki mere paas aur koi kaam nahi hai kya?and when will i update my ffs?
this story is dedicated to Ansh_arti my dear frd......
part 1 out of 3
this is a long story cause i loved its concept so i was bust adding minute details which i love.....therefore i have divided it into three parts......
Nupur's POV-
Aaj to main poori tarah se toot chuki hoon......kyun? kyun? Kyun? Kyun mayank....tumne mere saath aisa kyun kiya? Maine tumse itna pyaar kiya aur tumne mere saath yeh kiya?
Kya tumne mujhse kabhi bhi pyaar nahi kiya? Agar nahi kiya toh phir tumne mujhe woh sapne kyun dikhayae? Kyun kaha ki tum mujhse pyaar karte ho? Kyun? I hate you for coming in my life.....
She then curses the day when mayank had proposed her......the day which she always thought to be the most beautiful day in her life....was nothing but a day full of regret for her today.....
Flashback-
She walked on the path full of roses.....she walked into the dark....she was shocked to see all that beauty....it was truly a marvelous scene...everything was sooooo beautiful.....she had never seen such a beauty in her life....
A walk on the roses.....a room lit up by the dim light of the candles.....a platform set for her to step on.....and as soon as she reached that spot....a spotlight was shot on her...and another spotlight on mayank.....
Mayank came closer to her...until the two spotlights merged into one......
Nupur- mayank yeh sab kya hai?
Mayank- shhhhh......nupur......aaj tum kuch mat bolo.....aaj sirf tum mujhe bolne do aur tum suno....
Nupur- par....
Mayank- plz Nupur...
Nupur- theek hai.....
Mayank- Nupur....aaj main tumhe kuch batana chahta hoon.....batana toh bahut pehle se hi chahta tha lekin...keh hi nahi paaya...kabhi himmat hi nahi huyi....shayad ho sakta hai ki main darta tha....darta tha ki kahin is baat se hamari dosti par koi aanch na aaye....darta tha ki kahin mere is confession se hamari dosti...jo ki mere liye sabse zyada important hai....woh kahin na toot jaaye....nupur waada karo ki chahe jo bhi ho tum hamari dosti nahi todogi?
He lends his hand before her....asking her to promise that she won't break their friendship....and she puts her hand in his hand...and he envelops her hand in his hand...
Nupur- mayank main waada karti hoon....chahe jo bhi ho jaaye...hamari yeh dosti kabhi bhi nahi tootegi....par baat to batao....
He then moves back.....the two spotlights become distant...and then turned around....he didn't wanted to say seeing in her eyes...
Mayank- Nupur....mujhe nahi pata kabse...nahi pata kaise...par mujhe tumse pyaar ho gaya hai....i am in love Nupur.....in love with u....bata nahi paaya kyunki darta tha ki kahin tum hamari yeh dosti bhi na tod do....main apne is naye ehsaas ki vajah se hamare rishte mein kabhi bhi koi bhi daraar nahi aane dena chahta hoon....but today I wanna say that...i, Mayank Sharma, the stupid, idiot, and not-so-handsome looking guy loves you a lot....main tumse itna pyaar karta hoon ki tum soch bhi nahi sakti ho...
When he turned around....he saw that Nupur had tears in her eyes....and had anger clearly visible in her big black beautiful eyes....
He thought that now she will slap him.....he thought that now he has lost his friend too...
As soon as Nupur came closer to him.....his heart beats kept on increasing....but she had a fast pace...not like the slow-movie types.....she was walking fast...
She neared him and hugged him....
Nupur- itni der kyun laga di mayank? Main kab se intezaar kar rahi thi....is din ke liye maine bahut itezaar kiya hai...i love u too....
They broke apart and mayank saw tears of joy in her eyes....he looked at her lovingly....
Mayank- tumne kabhi kyun nahi kaha?
Nupur- woh...yeh sab baatein to ladke pehle kehte haina?
She smiled......and mayank looked at hr affectionately.....
Nupur- aur sach kahoon toh mujhe bhi darr tha ki main kahin apna dost na kho doon....
Mayank- yeh dekho....hum dono ek doosre se itna pyaar karte hain aur hum dono ne hi sach nahi bola kyunki hum dono hi apni dosti kho dene se darte the.....agar aaj main confess na karta to mujhe kabhi pata hi nahi chalta that u love me too....aaj to bach gaye....pata nahi kitne log honge jo ki yeh sochkar confess nahi karte hain ki isse unki dosti na toot jaaye....woh yeh bhi nahi sochte hain ki ho sakta hai ki saamne waala aaphi ke ikraar ka intezaar kar raha ho....
and they both hugged each other........
It's true that today no one confesses their love even though they love each other just due to the fear of denial....comeon....take the risk...u never know that during this process u may even win your true love....what's the problem in taking the risk when this could make u win ur true love??? Risk...cause nothing comes without a cost....
Flashback ends.
Nupur's POV-
Nahi....tumne mere saath sirf pyaar ka natak kiya....tumne mujhse kabhi bhi sacha pyaar nahi kiya hai.....agar kiya hota to mere saath kabhi bhi yeh nahi karte....tumhare liye hamare pyaar se zyada to tumhara career tha...aur kehte the ki tum mujhse sabse zyada pyaar karte ho....jhoothe kahin ke! I hate u mayank....i hate u....
Flashback-
A girl who was wearing a pink frock style suit goes towards a boy wearing the same coloured shirt.....both looking stunning......
Nupur- mayank...aaj hamare college ka aakhiri din hai....
Mayank- haan I know....iske baad hamare sapno ko sach karne ka din hai....
He puts his hand on her shoulder and hugs her....then after breaking apart......he puts his hand on her waist and then sways with motion.....
Mayank- Nupur....
Nupur- hmm....
He whispers in her ears.....
Mayank- Nupur...tum jaanti ho na that I love you?
Nupur- haan mayank....main jaanti hoon.....i love u too.....
He then leaves her....and comes in front of her....
Mayank- nahi Nupur....kya tum yeh jaanti ho ki main tumse kitna pyaar karta hoon?
Nupur- bahut saara....
She spreads her hands as much as she could....she does that like a kid... he smiles at her adorably....
Mayank- nahi...i mean kitna....tum batao.....tum mujhse kitni mohobbat karti ho?
Nupur- mayank......pyaar ko koi bataya thodi na ja sakta hai ki kitni mohobbat hai....bas mohobbat hai....
Mayank- nahi Nupur....batao na ki kitni mohobbat hai?
Nupur- ek pal ke liye duniya de doon...itni mohobbat hai....khush? ab tum batao ki kitni mohobbat hai?
Mayank- ek pal ke liye zindagi de doon....itni mohobbat hai.....
Nupur was awestruck....she never thought that anyone can love her so much....she just spread her arms and envelops him in her arms......
Flashback ends.
Nupur's POV-
Kyun mayank? Tumhare liye to main tumhari zindagi thi na? to phir kyun? Kyun tumne aisa kiya mere saath? Kyun mujhe is daur par laakar chod diya? Kyun tumhare liye mujhse zyada tumhara career important ho gaya? Kyun? Kyun tumne us din mujhe mana kar diya? Kyun meri zindagi barbaad kar di? Kyun? Kash maine tumse kabhi bhi pyaar hi nai kiya hota....i wish ki tum meri zindagi mein kabhi bhi na aate....
part 2 out of 3
Nupur's POV-
Kyun mayank kyun? Pata hai maine maa bauji ko jab maine mere rishte ki baat kisi aur se karte huye suna toh main kitni toot gayi thi? Main poori tarah se ghabra gayi thi....i felt like a thousand thorns piercing my heart....jaise ki koi mujhe jalaane ki koshish kar raha ho....jaise ki mei saansen ko mujhse chen dena chahta ho.....jaise koi mere seene mein khanjar bhok dena chahta ho...aur sabse pehle main tumhare paas hi aayi thi....
Flashback-
I was standing near the staircase....ready to go to the college.....when I heard something which shattered me...something that I hoped that isn't true...i heard bauji talking to ma....
Bauji- are suno...main kuch soch raha tha.
Ma- kya?
Bauji- maine hamari Nupur ke bare mein kuch socha hai.
Ma- kya socha hai aapne?
Bauji- woh main soch raha tha ki Nupur ki ab padhai khatam hone hi waali hai....uska college khatam to ho hi chukka hai....aur phir ab woh badi ho gayi hai..to kyun na ek acha sa ladka dekhkar uski shaadi kar di jaaye?
Ma- par....nupur abhi nasamajh hai....woh itni badi zimmadari ke liye tyaar hai kya?
Bauji- nahi...nupur ab badi ho chuki hai...ab woh is zimmedari ko uthaane ke kabil hai.
Ma- theek hai....phir uske liye ek acha ladka bhi toh dhoondhna padega.
Bauji- uski chinta tum mat karo....mere zehen main ek bahut hi nek ladka hai hamari Nupur ke liye...
I was shattered on hearing that.....
Ma- kaun hai woh?
Bauji- woh uska naam pooab hai.....bahut hi nek ladka hai....ekdum parivarik aur sanskari....upar se woh apne pita ka business bhi sambhalta hai....isse nek aur khaandani ladka hame kabhi nahi mil sakta hai.
Ma- are waah! To phir Nupur ke rishte ki baat usse kariye na.
Bauji- wahi toh main bhi soch raha hoon....main aaj hi rishte ki baat karta hoon....
I could hear nothing more.....i just knew one thing....it was terrible.....i had to go from there....i couldn't stand it any longer.....
Tears welled up her eyes....she was broken...she was devastated.....so she ran away from there....
Flashback ends.
Nupur's POV-
Kyun mayank? Tumhare liye to main tumhari zindagi thi na? to phir kyun? Kyun tumne aisa kiya mere saath? Kyun mujhe is daur par laakar chod diya? Kyun tumhare liye mujhse zyada tumhara career important ho gaya? Kyun? Kyun tumne us din mujhe mana kar diya? Kyun meri zindagi barbaad kar di? Kyun? Kash maine tumse kabhi bhi pyaar hi nai kiya hota....i wish ki tum meri zindagi mein kabhi bhi na aate....
Flashback-
She was running.....running to stop the storm from coming into her life......she was running to go and hide herself in his arms....from this cruel reality....
She just ran....and then she saw him standing at some distance.....she doubled her pace and went in his arms....she rested her hands on his back and her face on his chest......and she started sobbing....
He took her in his arms and consoled her....he caressed her back...and was worried about her sudden breakdown....
Mayank- kya hua princess?
Nupur- mayank...mayank....woh bauji....woh ma aur bauji meri....
She wasn't able to speak up.....her voice was mixed with tension....worry...fear of loosing something....and cries....
Seeing her in this condition.....even mayank now got tensed....
Mayank- rona band karo....aur batao ki kya hua?
Nupur- mayank...ma aur bauji meri shaadi kara dena chahte hain....
And she hid he face in his chest....the only place which could comfort her....comfort her from the rest of this world.....but mayank even lost all hopes......what will he do now?
Mayank- Nupur tum chinta mat karo....hum abhi tumhare parents se baat karenge....they will understand us.....
Nupur- mayank par.....
Mayank- Nupur is waqt kuch bhi sochne ka waqt nahi hai....tumhe mujhpar bharosa haina?
Nupur- haan mayank.
And then they went to Nupur's house.
Flashback ends.
Nupur's POV-
Mayank us din jo tumne kiya use main kabhi bhi nahi bhool sakti hoon....kabhi nahi.....us din tumne na sirf mera bharosa toda balki pyaar mein se mera vishwaas bhi utha diya.... kyun kiya tumne mere saath aisa mayank? Kyun?
Flashback-
They had together gone to Nupur's house.....both being afraid....
Mayank- uncle namaste.
Bauji- namaste beta.....bolo kya baat hai?
Mayank- uncle woh baat yeh thi ki main aur Nupur ek doosre se pyaar karte hain.
Nupur's father was very open minded.....he was the modern father....for who....the happiness of his daughters was more important than anything else....
Bauji- to beta tumne yeh baat pehle kyun nahi batai?
Nupur- bauji main bahut darr gayi thi.
Bauji- chalo koi baat nahi hai...ab tum dono ki jaldi se shaadi kara dete hain.....
Nupur was very happy....she won the entire world....her happiness knew no bounds....but something again shook her appiness.....
Mayank- uncle shaadi?
Bauji- kyun beta? Tumhe Nupur se shaadi nahi karni hai kya?
Mayank- uncle karni toh hai....par abhi itni jaldi kya hai? I mean...abhi main apna sapna poora karna chahta hoon.....ek writer banna chahta hoon......
Bauji- toh beta woh to tum shaadi ke baad bhi kar sakte ho na?
Mayank- nahi uncle....main abhi is bojh ko dhone ke liye tyaar nahi hoon......
Nupur- Mayank....tumhe shaadi bojh lagti hai?
Mayank- dekho Nupur....woh baat nahi hai....par main pehle apna sapna sakaar karna chahta hoon...ek naam kamana chahta hoon....phir hum shaadi ke bare mein sochenge.
Nupur- sochenge? Matlab?
Mayank- dekho Nupur....mujhe nahi pata hai ki ismein kitne saal lagenge...aur phir agar utne saalon baad bhi hamara pyaar kayam raha toh hum shaadi kar lenge....
Nupur- tumhara matlab kya hai Mr. Mayank Sharma? Tumhe kya lagta hai? Maine tumse pyaar nahi kiya hai kya? tumhe lagta hai ki hamara rishta hona mushkil hai...aur main tumhara intezaar karti rahon?
Mayank- dekho...hum log live-in relationship karte hain....agar hum ek doosre ko she paaye toh hum log shaadi kar lenge...varna hum dono alag ho jaayenge...
Nupur just felt someone crushing her dreams.....she felt her world spinning....she knew only one thing...mayank is fake...she now hated Mayank.....
She slapped him hard on his face....but the pain was somewhere embedded in her heart too.....
He went away from there leaving behind a girl with broken dreams...
Flashback ends.
Nupur's POV-
Us din Mayank tum mujhe yun chod kar chale gaye.....aur tumne ek baar bhi mujhse maafi nahi maangi....tumhara career tumhare liye humse bhi zyada ho gaya tha....aur tumhare jaane ke baad I got married to poorab.....
part 3 out of 3
Nupur's POV-
Us din Mayank tum mujhe yun chod kar chale gaye.....aur tumne ek baar bhi mujhse maafi nahi maangi....tumhara career tumhare liye humse bhi zyada ho gaya tha....aur tumhare jaane ke baad I got married to poorab.....tumne to us din apne career ko chun liya....par....bauji ne bhi meri zindagi mein....jo tumhari jagah thi usko kisi aur ko de diya... aur main chah kar bhi kuch nahi kar saki.....main majboor thi.....tumhare dhoke ke baad hosh mein hi nahi thi.....ek jeeti jaagti laash ban gayi thi....aur isse pehle ki mujhe kuch pata chalta...main poorab ke saath uske kamre mein thi...
Flashback-
I was sitting on a bed of roses...the roses which bore no fragrance for me....the roses which were thorns rather than petals for me....the thorns which were not picking my body but my heart in which you lived....my soul on which I had written your name.....
Poorab entered the room....and this thing made my heart beats go wilder....and he came closer to me....he sat next to me and kept his hand on my hand....this thing made me shiver.....
Poorab- Nupur....main jaanta hoon ki tumhare saath kya hua hai....tum itni jaldi mujhe apna nahi sakogi...aur main tumpar koi bhi dabaav nahi daaloonga.....u can have your own time...tumpar koi bhi tarah ka dabaav nahi hai...hum pati patni ki jagah dost ho sakte hain.....tumhe abhi ek dost ki zaroorat hai...aur main tumse dosti karna chahta hoon....
This thing made all my tears....tears which were kept in my sea shell like eyes....tears which were struggling to go down but I had forcefully kept them intact...go free....they fell from my eyes...and I hugged him tight....
I just couldn't believe.....i hugged him tight and he in return hugged me to console me....he just now could do anything with me.....i am his wife....his property......but he....he wanted me as a partner in his life....and as a friend for life.....i am lucky to have a friend in my husband.....
Flashback ends.
Nupur's POV-
Mayank tum to meri zindagi se chale gaye.....lekin poorab....unhone meri zindagi ko khushiyon se bhar diya.....unhone mujhe patni ka darja diya.....lekin hamesha ek dost hi tarah mera saath diya.....unhone mere chehre par khushi ka koi mauka nahi choda.....he gave me all the happiness of this world.....he loved me....woh mujhse itna pyaar karte the.....lekin unhone badle mein kabhi bhi mujhse kuch nahi maanga.....woh hamesha hi mera saath dete rahe.....aur bina meri marzi ke unhone mujhe kabhi bhi nahi chua.....woh chahte to aisa kar sakte the....par nahi....unhone mere dil se apna naata joda.....aur ma-papa urf mere saas-sasur.....unhone to mujhe kabhi bhi bahu nahi balki ek beti maana.....poorab agar kuch kehte to shayad woh na dete.....lekin mere kehne par mujhe sab kuch mil jaata tha....woh mere liye mere mummy papa se bhi badhkar hain....they loved me so much.....unse ache in-laws kahin par bhi..kisi ko bhi nahi milte....aur pata hai kya? Main tumhe bhoolne lagi thi....aur main bhool hi chuki thi ki main kisi Mayank Sharma ko jaanti bhi hoon....mujhe poorab se pyaar ho gaya tha.....mujhe kabhi bhi pata hi nahi chala ki kaise? Kaise poorab ne mere dil mein tumse badi jagah bana li....kab main unhe tumhari jagah de baithi....kab main unse mohobbat karne lagi....kab mere dil mein jo unke liye sammaan tha woh pyaar mein badal gaya.....kitni ajeeb dastaan hai yeh!Ki kaise kisi insaan ko do baar pyaar ho sakta hai! Shayad woh respect hi thi....par ab main khud ko unhe saup dena chahti thi....ab main unhe unka hak dena chahti thi....ek pati ka hak....us din main unhe har khushi dena chahti thi.....us din main bahut khush thi....us din lekin maine apni zindagi ka sabse bada shock paaya jab maine unhe apne pyaar ke bare mein bataya.....woh din.....jo meri zindagi ka sabse haseen din hona chahiye tha....woh din....woh din meri zindagi ka sabse khaufnaak din ban gaya....us din....
But before she could pursue....hot tears roll down her cheeks......and there was no one to wipe off her tears right now....
Flashback-
I was in the kitchen......the house seemed quieter than usual....ma-papa had gone to party....and only me and poorab were there....and he was busy doing some of his important office work....
The salt was finished....and I decided to take the salt from the upper store for the purpose....so I just climbed the shelf myself....i often wonder why do necessary things have to kept in a upper position...
But then my leg slipped....and I thought that I am going to fall....and the fear caused my eyes to be close....but I didn't fall......he had held me....i fell in his arms....he was there to support me...his strong arms gave me a completeness.....i felt so secure in his arms....and I was blushing.....as for the first time we were so close...though I knew that I wanted to be more close to him now....
He made me sit on the couch and then impulsively hugged me....it was the first time when he had initiated a hug.....though I always got a shoulder whenever I wanted to cry upon....but he was never the one to hug me...i was the one to hug him and he just responded....not with passion but with concern....
Poorab- Nupur, tum theek to ho na? tumhe koi chot to nahi lagi na? tumhe kya zaroorat thi shelf par chadne ki?
He showered me with questions full of concern for me.....although he didn't even let me fall.....i was lost in his thoughts...
He thought that I was not replying due to the proximity we shared right now....he thought that I saw insecure....i could read that in his eyes....he thought himself to be guilty....he thought that he should have not hugged me...he thought something else.....
Poorab- I am sorry.....tumhe chot to nahi lagi na?
I knew that he thought that he was guilty....he thought that he should not have had hugged me......he thought that I was feeling bad due to that!
Nupur- nahi....vaise bhi jab tak aap mujhe samhalne ke liye hain.....tab tak mujhe kuch nahi hoga....aur vaise bhi....aap hain na har baar apni baahon mein mujhe chupa lene ke liye....aur mere liye toh wahi sabse safe jagah hai....
I blushed and said.....and from the look on his face....i understood that he has understood what I had meant to say by those words.....and I saw a smile spreading slowly on his guilty face....erasing all the doubts....
Poorab- do you mean?
Nupur- yes....i do love you...and I do want to start a new life with you.....
His smile broadened.....and the look on his face told me everything.....and I simply blushed....he just picked me up in his arms and danced in joy....all I could say was to "poorab chodiye".....but this time he didn't listened to me.....and I was happy for that....
Then his call for office came.....and though reluctantly....he had to go.......but before going....he gave me a peck on my cheeks.....which now got even more reddened.....
And he went away and I went to my room.....getting ready for this night....
She wore a red lehenga.....with all matching accessories.....she wore everything that a bride does.....afterall......today she was going to be a complete wife.....a bride....a suhangan.....and today she would be his.....
Just when she was applying her sindoor.....a phonecall came to disturb her....she gracefully walked over to the phone and said, "Hello."
After hearing what all the caller said.....Nupur fell to the ground and broke into sobs...her sindoor got scattered on her forehead......she didn't saw when her dream was shattered......her entire world was shattered.....she felt a numb pain in her body......surpassing every breath she took....
She just gathered her lifeless body.....and rushed to the hospital where poorab had an accident.......she broke into a run.....she didn't wanted to even waste a single moment....she was shattered.....what will happen to poorab? The doctor had said that he has met with a severe accident and there are no chances of his recovery.....he had only a few moments to abide.....
But she knew that nothing would happen to his poorab.....nothing....she just was running to meet him......her life.....
At the hospital-
Nupur gathered up spirit to go and see poorab.....who was surrounded by so many wires that is masculine body seemed to be small in front of them....every portion of his was tied up with a bandage.....she felt a sudden urge to pick him up in his arms and kiss him.....she just stared at him with her red swollen eyes.....
Poorab felt his life coming to him.....he felt Nupur coming to see him...and this thing gave him some courage to open his eyes and see the most beautiful sight....nupur was dressed up in a bridal lehenga....she looked extremely angelic....but the fact was only that now....her black eyes were red...and the glow on her face was missing......
Poorab- Nupur.
She was sitting beside him crying......but as soon as she heard him say her name.....she got up....and looked at him with weak eyes......
Poora- Nupur, mujhe maaf kar dena....aaj main hamari zindagi ki nayi shuruvaat ke din hi tumhe chod kar jaa raha hoon....
Nupur- aap aisa mat kahiye....aap ko kuch nahi hoga....aap ko main kuch hone nahi doongi.....aap ke paas to abhi poori zindagi baaki hai....
And she cried......tears were just falling from her eyes like a rain from the clouds....
Poorab- nupur yeh tum bhi jaanti ho aur main bhi ki aisa kuch nahi hone waala hai.....tum jaanti ho ki mere paas samay bahut kam hai......aur main apni zindagi ke aakhiri pal tumhare saath bitana chahta hoon...
Nupur- poorab par aapki zindagi par mera hak hai....aur main aapko kahin nahi jaane doongi...
Poorab- Nupur kiss me.....tab tak jab tak main hamesha ke liye na soo jauun.....
Nupur cried.......but she agreed....she mouthed his lips over hers and kissed him passionately....he too responded but then his response slowly died away like him....
While she just fell to the ground.....her world was shattered....her life was broken......poorab was dead....he had no life.....he was lifeless........nupur was lifeless.....
Flashback ends.
Nupur's POV-
Kyun bhagwaan? Kyun? Aisa kyun hua? Jab maine poorab ko apni zindagi maan liya tha to aapne mujhse meri zindagi kyun cheen li? Kyun mujhe tod diya? Kyun mujhe ek zinda laash bana diya?kyun aapne mujhse mere poorab ko cheen liya? Kyun? Jab bhi main kisi se pyaar karti hoon toh aap use mujhse kyun cheen lete hain? kyun? Kya meri zindagi mein kabhi bhi khushiyan nahi aa sakti hain....aur aaj aapne mere jeevan mein mayank ko bhej diya.....jab maine jeena seek liya th toh phir aapne kyun Mayank ko bhej diya? 1 saal baad jab maine poorab ki maut se ubhar kar....mummy papa ke liye unka sahara ban gayi.....toh aapne meri shaadi Mayank se karva diya....kyun? maine mummy papa ko kitna samjhaya phir bhi unhone mere such ke liye meri shaadi usse karvadi...us insaan se...jisse main itni nafrat karti hoon....kyun? kitni ajeeb dastaan hai yeh....jab main usse pyaar karti thi tab woh mere saaath nahi tha....aur ab jab main usse nafrat karti hoon aur sirf poorab se pyaar....toh woh mere saath hai.......ab main kya karoon? Aaj meri pehli raat hai....aur ab mujhe usse koi baat nahi karni hai.....kyun meri shaadi Mayank se ho gayi? Kyun? Abhi ak main poorab ke gum se bahar bhi nahi nikali thi.....aur ab main Mayank ki patni hoon.....kyun? par main use khud ko choone nahi doongi....i hate him.....nafrat karti hon main usse......kyun? kyun tum meri zindagi mein phir se aa gaye? Aakhir kyun tumne mujhse shaadi kar li? Kyun main tumhari patni ban gayi? Kyun?
Nupur's POV-
Kyun bhagwaan? Kyun? Aisa kyun hua? Jab maine poorab ko apni zindagi maan liya tha to aapne mujhse meri zindagi kyun cheen li? Kyun mujhe tod diya? Kyun mujhe ek zinda laash bana diya?kyun aapne mujhse mere poorab ko cheen liya? Kyun? Jab bhi main kisi se pyaar karti hoon toh aap use mujhse kyun cheen lete hain? kyun? Kya meri zindagi mein kabhi bhi khushiyan nahi aa sakti hain....aur aaj aapne mere jeevan mein mayank ko bhej diya.....jab maine jeena seek liya th toh phir aapne kyun Mayank ko bhej diya? 1 saal baad jab maine poorab ki maut se ubhar kar....mummy papa ke liye unka sahara ban gayi.....toh aapne meri shaadi Mayank se karva diya....kyun? maine mummy papa ko kitna samjhaya phir bhi unhone mere such ke liye meri shaadi usse karvadi...us insaan se...jisse main itni nafrat karti hoon....kyun? kitni ajeeb dastaan hai yeh....jab main usse pyaar karti thi tab woh mere saaath nahi tha....aur ab jab main usse nafrat karti hoon aur sirf poorab se pyaar....toh woh mere saath hai.......ab main kya karoon? Aaj meri pehli raat hai....aur ab mujhe usse koi baat nahi karni hai.....kyun meri shaadi Mayank se ho gayi? Kyun? Abhi ak main poorab ke gum se bahar bhi nahi nikali thi.....aur ab main Mayank ki patni hoon.....kyun? par main use khud ko choone nahi doongi....i hate him.....nafrat karti hon main usse......kyun? kyun tum meri zindagi mein phir se aa gaye? Aakhir kyun tumne mujhse shaadi kar li? Kyun main tumhari patni ban gayi? Kyun?
Suddenly she heard someone's footsteps entering into the room.....her life....and it was none other than Mayank....her husband....
He came near her and put his hand on hers.....and this thing made her remember poorab....the one who made her know that life is the name to move on.....but right now she was shivering....she didn't knew how to react....how can you expect someone to react if her life has gotten into a ship...and that ship had no destination....the ship which is her last hope....but a ship which burns her....and she hates it to the core...
Nupur withdrew her hand back.....mayank gave her a "what?" expression....and then again reached out for her hand....while she again shrugged his hand off....
Nupur- dekho Mayank, tum mujhe choone ki koshish bhi mat karna.....tum aaye hi kyun meri life mein? Main khush thi...
Mayank- Nupur main tumhe choo nahi raha tha balki bina bole yeh batana chahta tha that I am with you.....pehle to tum meri baatein samajh jaati thi.....
Nupur- dekho Mayank....pehle ki baat hi kuch aur thi....pehle main tumse pyaar karti thi....aur ab nafrat karti hoon....ab main sirf poorab ki hoon....
Mayank- par Nupur....
Nupur- par var kuch nahi Mayank....tum mujhse door raho toh tumhare liye behtar hoga....
Mayank- ek baar meri baat to sunlo.....main tumhe us mod par chod ke gaya....kyunki uski ek vajah thi.....
Nupur- Mayank mujhe kuch nahi sunna hai....tumhe itni si baat samajh mein nahi aati hai?
Tears were falling from her eyes......deep within her heart, she knew that she only loved Mayank.... she only had respect for poorab and hence she thought to give him his right on her.....but she had always loved Mayank....she could never really get over him.....she was getting weaker by each passing moment.....she just wanted Mayank to be beside her....she still loved him....but she wont accept that fact.....
Mayank couldn't see his Nupur like this....he couldn't make her cry....last time he had done that drama for her happiness....and even today he couldn't see tears in her eyes....but he couldn't let Nupur keep on talking and hurting herself.....she wasn't even giving him chance to speak.....
So in order to quite her....he went near her....he came close to her....she was shivering and trying to anticipate what his next action would be.....she tried to speak something like "dekho Mayank" but she was silenced.......mayank had placed his lips over hers...and was kissing her gently....at first Nupur was revolting....she tried not to respond but suddenly all emotions empowered Nupur's strong will.....she started responding to the sweet, gentle kiss.....turning it into a passionate kiss...
Then Mayank broke the kiss and Nupur came back from her trance....she tried to separate herself from his grip....her entire body was in his clutches...and she was trying to wriggle out of it....but he didn't wanted her to go....he wanted to her to hear what he was saying.... and today was the perfect opportunity for him......
Nupur- Mayank chodo mujhe.
Mayank- nahi Nupur, pehle tum meri baat suno....
Nupur- theek hai....par pehle tum mujhe chodo.....
Mayank let her go from her grip....she went and sat on the bed....while Mayank came and sat near her legs....and Nupur was shedding tears....
Nupur- Mayank tumne mere saath aisa kyun kiya? Kyun chod ke gaye the mujhe? Kyun tumne mera dil toda tha?
Mayank- kyunki.....kyunki aisa karne ke liye main majboor tha!
Nupur- majboor? Par kaise?
Mayank- Nupur tumhe laga hoga ki maine us din tumhe dhoka diya.....par aisa nahi tha.....mujhe yeh karna pada....woh us waqt main kuch bhi nahi tha.....na mere paas rehne ki permanent jagah thi.....woh ek kiraye ka ghar tha.....aur na hi mere paas tumhe koi bhi khushiyan dene ka raasta tha....to isiliye......isiliye maine socha ki main tumhari zindagi se door chala jaaon.....tumhari khushiyon ke liye....
Nupur- tumne mujhe khush dekhne ke liye, mujhe sabse bada gam diya? Par tum mujhse baad mein shaadi kar lete....tumne "live-in" relationship jaise gande shabd ko hamare rishte par kyun use kiya?
Mayank- haan maine aisa kiya....kyunki bauji ne mujhe aisa karne ke liye kaha!
Nupur was now shocked.....she was already feeling so angry that Mayank did all that drama for her happiness.......didnt he knew that her happiness lied with him? Didn't he knew how much she loved him? Or perhaps she still does! But when she heard bauji's name, then all her feelings were now mixed up.....
Nupur- bauji ne?
Mayank- haan bauji ne.....
Nupur- Mayank tum jhooth bol rahe ho......
Mayank- nahi Nupur.....main sach ke raha hoon......sach mein Nupur.....bauji ne hi mujhe aisa karne ko kaha tha....i remember everything......when you told me that you are going to be married with someone, I remember that I went with you to your house.....aur tum 5 minute ke liye kitchen mein gayi thi.....
Flashback-
Mayank had arrived with Nupur and Nupur had gone to fetch water for Mayank....
Mayank- bauji main aur Nupur ek doosre se pyaar karte hain......aur hum dono shaadi karn chahte hain....
Bauji- main jaanta hoon.
Mayank was shocked that bauji knew everything.....
Mayank- woh kaise?
Bauji- aaj jab main Nupur ke kamre meinek kitaab lene gaya tha toh maine tumhari aur Nupur ki kuch taveeren dekhi thi.....aur phir mujhe bhi samajhte der nahi lagi ki tum dono ke beech kya chal raha hai...
Mayank was now shocked and was feeling even embarrassed......why did nupur kept their pictures like that only? Didn't she care if anyone saw them?
Flashback ends.
Mayank- Nupur tum hamare lamho ki tasveeren aise hi kyun chod deti ho? Tumhe ek baar bhi darr nahi laga ki koi unhe dekh lega? Tumne ek baar bhi hamare pyaar ke lamho ke bare mein nahi socha? Tumne hamare un lamho ko sambhal kar....meri tarah apne dil ke kareeb kyun nahi rakha? Tumne unhe yun hi chod diya...
Nupur was shocked.....and she blushed while hearing this....she did kept his picures everywhere in her room! She used to see him whenever she was in her room....and she did kept the pictures of their beautiful moments in her room....
Nupur- woh...woh Mayank maine tumhari tasveeren har jagah isiliye rakhi thi kyunki main un tasveeron se baatein karti thi.....jab tum nahi hote the tab main unse baat karti thi....unse har woh baat kehti thi jo shayad main kabhi bhi tumhare saamne na keh paaon....infact maine sabse pehle confess bhi unhi se kiya tha!
Mayank was now very happy on listening this...he gave her his 1000W smile....a smile on which Nupur used to rely.....and even now she was happy on seeing his smile....his smile was so contagious that it started on his lips but ended on hers....
Mayank- oh! To isiliye tumne aisa kiya.....par tumhare us imaginary pyaar ne hamare virtual pyaar ko khatam kar diya....
She was feeling love running though her veins...after all she did love him a lot.....and today when he was saying like this...and that too on their wedding night....she was blushing a deep red colour....she hadn't forgotten him...she couldn't......but when Mayank said that their love was broken due to her fault.....then she got angry.....she remembered how he had spoken to her.....how he had insulted their love....her love...
Nupur- yeh tum kya keh rahe ho? Aisa ho hi nahi sakta hai....tumhe sirf jhooth bolna aata hai.....mera dil dukhaana aata hai...aur mujhe poori tarah se todna aata hai...tum-
But before she could utter a word more than that....mayank stepped forward like he did before and kissed her.....he had to! He wanted her to peacefully listen to her and not say anything.....while she kept on muttering.....first of all she did struggled....but then she slowly gave into that kiss.....and that kiss started like a fire....it created a spark....and spread an amount of desire in their bodies.....but first they needed to solve their misunderstandings....
Nupur- tumhari himmat kaise hui mujhe kiss karne ki?
Mayank- tumne bhi toh kiss back kiya......iska matlab you too enjoyed....
Now she blushed.....it was true....she did kiss him back again...but he was so gentle on her....and his kiss was so polite on her that she she couldn't help but respond....his kiss had initiated a fire in her....she wanted to forget about the past and be with him.... throughout he life.....throughout the night.....if that was the way for him to make her silent....then she would do that only....she would keep on speaking until he again kisses her...so she started again.....
Nupur- dekho Mayank.....tum na hi mere koi ho....aur na hi main tumhari....so its better that tum mujhse baat mat karo.....i kissed you back thinking that if I did that then....u would stop kissing me...
Mayank- agar tum itna bologi toh mujhse tumhe phi se kiss karna padega to make you silent.....pehle tum meri baaat toh sun lo....
Nupur- tum na.....tum mujhe phir se kiss nahi karoge....i wont you do this...tum apne aap ko kya samajhte ho? What do you think? Aur main koi bacchi nahi hoon....mere paas bhi haath hain......i wont let you kiss me this time....Mere dil mein ab tumhare liye koi jagah nahi hai....main tumhari baat kyun sunoon? I won't...
Then she saw that Mayank was coming closer to her....he came closer until she stopped blabbering....but what do you think he did? He kissed? NO! This time he didn't kissed her but went really close to her...their breaths were disturbing....he just went close to her lips....nupur just closed her eyes....but Mayank stopped.....
Mayank- mujhe toh lagta hai that you r desperate for another kiss....
Nupur couldn't help but feel shy....he was right! She did wanted him to kiss her! His kiss seemed to taking out her pain...
Nupur- aisa kuch nahi hai....
Mayank- Nupur tum meri ek baar baat suno.....then I won't mind to give you some "nice" kisses...
Flashback-
Mayank was shocked beyond words...bauji already knew about them.....but now this would make things a little bit easier....now he just had to ask her hand.....
Mayank- toh bauji....kya aap mujhe Nupur ka haath denge?
Bauji- Mayank....tum kitna kamate ho? Meri beti ko kaise khush rakhoge?
Mayank- bauji main usse pyaar karta hoon....main use bahut khush rakhoonga...
Bauji- Mayank pyaar se duniya nahi chalti hai....kya tum usse shaadi karke uski zimmendari utha paaoge?
Mayank- bauji aaj nai toh kal.....main usse kuch mahino mein shaadi kar loonga....tab tak main ek kamyaab writer ban jaaonga....
Bauji- aur agar tum ek writer nahi ban paaye toh?
Mayank- bauji phir bhi main Nupur ko hamesha hi khush rakhoonga....
Bauji- Mayank tum meri beti ke sunhare bhavishya ke beech mein mat aao.....woh to pagal hai...tum kuch samajhdaar ho.....tum meri beti ki zindagi se door chale jaao... poorab use woh khushiyan se sakta hai jo use koi bhi nahi de sakta hai.....tum agar nahi gaye toh tum usse uski khushiyan cheen loge....aur agar tumhara pyaar sacha hai toh tum koi bhi karan vash..... Nupur se door ho jaao......uski khushiyon ke liye....
Mayank just knew one thing at that time....he felt broken.....but he agreed! He loved her so much that he didn't want to stay in her way...he did knew that at that time....he couldn't fulfil her needs....he wanted to marry her.....but his financial status wasn't such.....and today, her father had asked for a sacrifice in love...of love.....and he gave that too....
And after whatever happened was witnessed by Nupur too....
Flashback ends.
Nupur was feeling like killing herself.....mayank did that for her happiness! And at the same time...she had tears in her eyes.....she was so naive that she misunderstood Mayank! And she thought that he was pretending to love her....but he did loved her a lot....she was angry with her bauji for spoiling her life....she had tears in her eyes.....they had been struggling to go free since such a long time back....and today they finally shed!
But Mayank hid her in his arms....he caressed her....he knew what she needed at that time....he knew that right now...she doesn't needs passion but love....a friend and not a husband......
Nupur- Mayank...tumne soch bhi kaise liya ki main tumhare bina khush reh sakti hoon?
Mayank- main jaanta tha ki aisa possible nahi hai.....nupur yakeen maano....yeh mere liye tumse bhi zyada mushkil kaam tha....maine do saal se khud ko ek dhokebaaz ki nazron se dekh raha hoon....maine apne hi haathon apne pyaar ko kisi aur ke hawaale ka diya....mujhpar kya guzar rahi hai yeh socho....i mean I love you sincerely.....aur do saal se main khud se nazren bhi nahi mila paa raha hoon....i am sorry.....
Nupur just lifts her head to see tears in his eyes.....he never had tears....even if he was broken....he never really showed his emotions to anyone....he never really cried...and by looking at his face.....she knew what he must have been feeling....se just lift his head up.... and cupped his face.....
Nupur- tumhe apni nazron se khud ko dekhne ki koi zaroorat nahi hai.....meri nazren hain na tumhe dekhne ke liye.....
She then wiped off his tears and he just gave her a confused expression.....
Nupur- maine sirf tumhi se pyaar kiya.....hamesha se hi....kabhi bhi kisi aur se main pyaar kar hi nahi saki......poorab ko maine sirf aur sirf ek dost maana......phir unki izzat karne lagi.....hamesha hi unko tumhari jagah deni chahi....tumhe bhula diya....lekin jab bhi aankhen band ki......sirf tumhara chehra nazar aaya!
Mayank- iska matlab hai ki?
Nupur- iska matlab hai ki abhi bhi tumhara chance hai.....so you can be still with me...and I do still love you insanely.......
Mayank- so do i.....i too love you Mrs. Nupur Sharma...
Then she leaned forward and gave him a peck on his cheeks....while her cheeks got pink colour....and then she took the initiative and hugged him....this time the hug lasted for a few moments.....never to let go of themselves.....but then Nupur separated and blushed.....and she went to the other side of the room facing the bed....while Mayank understood her desire and hugged her tight....he picked her up in his strong arms.....not breaking a single moment of their eye lock.....and they made the way towards the bed... After that.....lights off......and two lovers became one from two.....
After 6 years....
Nupur was trying to make angel watch the television.....
Angel is actually Arti......their five years old daughter....a beautiful one....with black eyes and beautiful hairs....she is the symbol of their love....their angel....
"Arti.....beta tum yeh tv par dekh lo...." Nupur tried to convey...pointing out at a cartoon show....
"Nahi mumma....aap dekh nahi rahe ho? Main papa ki likhi hui ek pyaari si love story padh rahi hoon." A beautiful five years old Arti said.....
"Kya? Ek love story? Dikhana beta." Nupur took the book away from Arti's hands and was going to have a look at it...
"hi jaan." Mayank said as he entered his room....
"papa." Angel just jumped on his lap.....
Mayank caressed her face and kissed his angel...he then took the book away from Nupur's hands and kissed her on her forehead.....
Nupur- yeh kaun si book hai? Maine toh aapki likhi hui har book padhi hai....yeh kaun si hai?
Mayank- yeh tumne padhi nahi balki mehsoos ki hai.....
Nupur- kya matlab?
Mayank- yeh hai tumhari zindagi ki "ajeeb dastaan"......kaise milke bichadne ke baad hum phir mile....
Nupur- kya?
Mayank- haan....
And Mayank leaned forward to give his wife a kiss on her lips....he just reduced the distance between their lips.....they kissed.....they were both lost in the kiss when....
Arti- papa mummy aap logon ne kiss kyun kiya?
Mayank and Nupur moved apart......feeling a bit embarrassed....
Arti- batao na...
When no one gave her an answer, she said- na batao....main nani se pooch loongi....ki papa ne mummy ko lips par kiss kyun kiya?
But before she could go to ask......they both held her and kissed her cheeks....ans said "kyunki hume pyaar hai"
And indeed they did loved each other.....misunderstandings could not break their love...
wasn't it an ajeeb dastaan of love?
Hmm....now it's THE END.
So, here i present the script, on which i wrote this story.
ZOAH's SCRIPT
a girl and a boy loves each other a lot. they both are in college last year!
the girl asks the boy to marry her, but the boy says that he cnt cuz he has to make his carrer first, which is to become famour writer.
then the girl's parents gets her married to some other guy, and the other guy loves her a lot. His parents are the sweetest in law u could find.
the girl is happy with her husband and family, but her husband has an accident and he dies.
and after 6 months of her husband's death, her husband's parents forces the girl to remarry and live her life and thats when she meets the first love.
- Mahak
Really nice work Mahak . I especially liked the character of Poorab :)
ReplyDelete@Harsh Pandey- Thanks a lot. To be honest, this one isn't exactly one of my favorites. But, I am glad that you like it.
ReplyDeleteRegarding Poorab's character, he actually loved her. So, he was nice. Thanks for liking his character.
i m flat !! totally !!
ReplyDeletethis story was as awesome as u !!*im nt flrtin shirtin OK :p*
but seriously yaar u dont know that u picturised the story so good that i think that it all really happened !!
and the kissing scenes were .... * MAHAK - ahem ahem * achha ok ok !! leave it .. :p
are haan mai to batana bhool hi gaya !!!
ReplyDeletewo AJEEB DASTAN wale title words jaise naach rahe hain !! wo bhi mast hai XD XD ..*laughs seeing them*
@Shan- You are flat? *takes a pump and fills air in him* LOL. Thanks.
ReplyDeleteArre.. LOL... shirtin... :D
Oh..that's so nice of you to say. I am really happy that you could imagine everything.
Ok. No discussions on any kiss *shy*
Kya?
LOL. *grins* *hands up and laughs* You truly are impossible!
P.S.- Mujhe bhi ache lage the...