I won't fall in love with you... Chapter 2

Previous part: Chapter 1

 2.

Udayveer's pov-

As I entered my room, I heard Manyata arguing with Jainandini. I don't how I am going to handle this wild girl. She is so damn stubborn. She is like a challenge to me, but then, I just love challenges.


I counter-replied to her and helped Jainandini in exiting the room. I don't know why Jai still won't give up. Now, I belong to Manyata. She can't have me. I am a married man, and I keep my commitments.


As I locked the door, and faced Manyata, I saw her all decked up in a red-and-green lehenga. She looked exquisite. Her long, black hair was open and flowing. She had applied makeup. She had applied a baby pink coat to her already kissable lips, along with a thin touch of eye-liner, which made her eyes darker.


I always knew that she was beautiful, but not this beautiful. I made my way towards her and saw her backing away. Why was she this nervous?  As I came close to her, I saw fear in her eyes. What? Why? Was she afraid of me?


When I nearly reached her, she said, "Dur reh mujhse. Tujhe pata hai, ki tu kya hai?"


I smirked and said, "Umhm. Kya hai? Halkat? Veda? Khasmanukhaniya ya tharakapeepa? Right?"


I saw clear astonishment in her eyes. She was surprised that I had managed to remember all those swearing thrown at me. Well, how could I forget? I tend to remember everything.


She said, "Tujhe koi farak nahi padta ki main tujhe kuch bhi bolun?"


I replied, "You know what? Jab tum hamare liye itni rang birangi bhasha ka istemaal karti ho na, toh hamein bada acha lagta hai. Lekin yeh sab chodo. Aaj in baton mein samay barbaad karne ki jagah, I would prefer to do romance."


And then… I moved further.

Third person's pov-

As Udayveer moved on, she moved backwards. She was backed up against a wall. She knew that there was no exit. She was scared yet she felt excitement. He still moved on. She was crushed to his chest.


There was no room for anything. The air held electric sparks. He felt something running through his veins. He felt a shaft of desire, coursing in his blood vessels. He wanted to have Manyata.


Manyata felt something running down her body. She had no idea what she was feeling. She had never felt this way with someone. She had never been this close with anyone else. But then, Uday was her husband.


The entire room felt electrically charged. Her lips quivered as his lips came closer to hers. Their breaths were intermingling with each other. No one knew which breath was whose. The distance was less than a millimeter.


Both felt something magical in the air. They both felt like something big was about to happen. This seemed like the 'IT' moment. It felt perfect. He closed the already close distance. He just waited for her absolute surrender.


She was melting. She closed her eyes in anticipation of this moment. The kiss was about to happen. She didn't want to want this. She hated herself for wanting this to happen. She hated herself for wanting a person, who had made her come out of her life and accept the reality.


As soon as this thought came to her mind, she came back to reality. She felt it was all wrong. She pushed him back with full force, ruining the moment. He wasn't ready for the blow, and so, he nearly lost his balance.



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That's it for today :) Hope you liked this one.

UV calling himself those words... Haaye! I actually swooned when he did so. I mean, he looked utterly adorable. So, I included them in this FF as well :D

I used "third person's pov" to show romance as I wanted to show what both of them were feeling at that moment. I hope that is fine with you all :) I am too shy *blushes*


And again, I am indeed sorry for stopping at this point. But, I didn't want to spoil the magic...by posting another half.
In the next part, there would be a tiff between Manveer, but you know, all that happens in this FF, would be for Manveer's better future ;) So, stay tuned :)

And the next parts would be short...as I have to manage my college work as well :)

Waiting desperately for your encouraging reviews :)
- Mahak

Next Part : Chapter 3

I won't fall in love with you... Chapter 1

Previous Part : Concept

 1.

Manayata's pov-

As I entered 'my' new room, I saw it was bigger than I expected. But then, everything is so classy. I don't know how I would cope-up with everything. I am not prepared for this... I never will be.

Uday is one person... I hate the most in this world. I don't like him at all. I HATE him. He has spoiled my life... distanced me from my reality. Since I met him, I just lost everything. And to think that I am married to him... what a joke! 

I gazed at the centre bed, decorated with roses and jasmines. I love jasmines. I was just looking around and observing everything, when I saw Unnati and Jainandini entering the room.

Unnati smiled and said, "Bhabhi, kaisa laga aapko bhaiya ka... I mean, apna naya kamra?"

Unnati is one person, I can't hold grudges to. She always seemed to smile and talk to me politely. She is my friend... my only friend after Chiki and Soni. She supported me when no one else would. It's not her fault, that her brother is so damn irritating.

I smiled and said, "Bahut acha hai. Kam se kam us khadoos Uday se zyada acha. Warna pata nahi main yahan kaise rehti... haan nahi toh."

She laughed, while Jainandini gave me an irritated glance. I wish she disappears. I can't believe that God can be so cruel to make her my sister!

Unnati said, "Bhabhi, aap thodi der rukiye. Main dada se nek lekar, unhe aapke paas bhejti hun."

She went away, before I could stop her. Who wants to see Uday? I would love if he doesn't even come. Huh. Stupid, irritating... husband! Shit.

Jainandini broke my line of thoughts and said, "Tumne Uday ko hamse hamesha ke liye cheen liya. Uske baad bhi tumhe chain nahi hai kya?"

Who asked her to open her big mouth? I had decided that no matter what, I won't fight with her today. But I think she can't keep her mouth shut.

I replied, "Bandariya, apna muh toh tu band hi rakh. Badi aai mujhe samjhaane waali ki kya sahi hai aur kya galat. Aur rahi baat Uday ki, mujhe kabhi se nahi chahiye tha woh. Tu hi rakhle use...aur -"

Before I could continue with my little rant, someone said, "Tsk. Tsk. Mrs. Udayveer Manyata... humein aapse yeh ummeed nahi thi. Bhala koi apni hi suhaag-raat ke din apne pati ke bare mein aise shabd bolta hai kya?"

I looked back to see him entering the room. He was all decked up in a white sherwani with red embroidery. Even though I don't want to admit, he is extremely handsome. If I didn't already hate him so much, I surely would have admired him.

From the corner of my eye, I saw Jainandini exit the room, and Udayveer locking the door. What the hell? He won't touch me... would he?

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That's it for today :) Hope you liked this one.

The next one is a little romantic one... in which Manayata finally learns another side of Udayveer. So, stay tuned :)

And the parts would be short... coz i wud be updating every now and then :)

Waiting desperately for your encouraging reviews :)

- Mahak

Next Part :  Chapter 2

I won't fall in love with you...

Hi friends...I am new to this forum, but I absolutely LOVE Manveer... 


I mean, Uday is so HOT and the chemistry between Uday and Manyata, is sizzling.


I am writer of many FFs, so I decided to write one on them too. They have to be the BEST couple for this show.

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=2434152

- Mahak / Mahi

He watched, as the tears fell from her eyes. He couldn't wipe her tears off. It was because of him. He never expected that he would have to marry an unwilling bride, but it was his destiny. He couldn't do anything. He decided that he would give her everything... except love.

She felt shattered. She was broken. She was marrying him. She had never expected that she would have to marry him... a person she hated more than anyone else in the world. She decided that no matter what happens... she won't ever fall in love with him.

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That's it :)

Hope you like the concept... I know this is different from the show, but I had already imagined them married. *shy*


So, I would continue from here itself. Kindly leave a review to let me know if I should continue it or not.

- Mahak


Next Part : Chapter 1

Breathe...

 Coming to my next one-shot...
'Breathe' is another, nameless one-shot. I just love this song by Taylor Swift, and yesterday it just occurred to me that I should write something on it. I just copied the lyrics and started writing on it. I had no idea about what I was writing. I just wrote. In-fact, when it ended, I had to read and check, what I wrote. Whether or not I am successful, that only the reviews will tell. But I hope you enjoy the intervention of nature into the feelings. :) Hoping to find your support in the form of reviews. Criticisms are always welcome :)

It's a not a song based one-shot, though the lyrics are used in this. I haven't used the theme of anything, except love. The story is told in a different manner. Pain and melancholy are used to describe what love is.

In this one-shot, the nature intervenes the course of misery and creates another sort of romance. When pain comes out of your eyes, nature always soothes the pain. But what if, she can't... breathe? Can she learn to breathe... without him?

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

I got into my car and locked it properly to avoid going back. As soon as I saw the car moving away, a tear slid down my face. And then… many of them followed the suit. I lowered down my windows, so that I could feel the fresh breath of air, engulfing me in a hug. I needed love… and nature had that in abundance.


A cold rush of air breathed in my space. I wasn't alone anymore. The winds were breathing along with me. I badly needed to let myself go… and so I did. I don't know, right now, all I want to do is to cry like there's no tomorrow and weep my heart out.

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

I played my music player because songs are the best medicines for the pain. I played the song and immediately the music of 'our-song' came on radio. I changed the channel after wiping off a fresh set of tears. A soft and melancholic song started playing and I got another reason to cry. Sad songs make you sadder. I guess.


The winds were blowing softly and slowly. The night was as dark as one could be. It seemed like the moon was ashamed of something, so it took shelter behind the clouds. The stars had witnessed it all. The lugubrious night hid it all.

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I let my tears fall in a queue. Some of them settled on my lips and softly kissed me. Though, the salty tears were the last thing in my mind. Right now, the pain in my chest was greater than I ever felt. I couldn't breathe. I tried breathing but I felt choked.


The winds blew softly against my curls and I felt like someone was caressing my cheeks and trying to wipe off my tears. The winds created a soothing rhythm on my cheeks and I could hear the soft whispers of the wind.

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

It's never easy. I never wanted to be this hurt. I never thought I would get this much involved. I was so lost in my thoughts, that I didn't even notice a bump in the road. A sudden jerk brought me back to reality.


My long hair flew back and I felt a gush of air, chilling me to the bones. I tried to stop feeling so desolate and alone. But, instead I felt numb by all those over-powering emotions. I felt paralyzed with grief. I felt soreness in my heart. I couldn't breathe.

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I stopped my car and got out of it. I could not remain there any longer. I felt suffocated like in a prison. I was agitated with myself. How could I feel like this? Why did I feel like this for him? I could blame myself for all I want, but the truth was… I loved him.


Since the very moment I met him, I have always loved him. It wasn't easy for me to break off things with him. But I couldn't do this to myself anymore. I couldn't pretend that I was happy when actually, I was in pain.

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

He was my best friend, but I fell for him. Breaking off my friendship was the only option I had. I had to protect myself. I knew I was falling for someone, who wasn't there to catch me. And I knew that if he ever came to know about my feelings, he would feel bad for me.


I never wanted his sympathy. I never wanted him to pity me. I had to break my friendship before he could come to know about my feelings, which are getting stronger day by day. I had to. I knew that. I just wish it was that easy.

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

The rain started falling and I realized I wasn't alone again. The rain had started breathing with me. I loved dancing in rain. But I never thought that one day would come, when I would sit down on my knees in middle of nowhere, break down completely... and cry.


As the rains soaked me completely, I realized that I can't live without him. He is the reason for my sanity. He is the reason for my life. He is my soul. I can't breathe without him. He is the reason I breathed. He is my breath…

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

But no matter what, I had to learn. Learn to breathe… without him. I know I have hurt him immensely and I am sorry for hurting him, but this is the only way I can save my heart from breaking into pieces. I know I am being utterly selfish. I can't breathe without him, but I know… I have to.

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That's it. 

I wrote it down yesterday night because my hands were itching to write down something. And I hope that it came out fine :)

Also published here: http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1619125&TPN=11&#50141709 

I really hope that you like it. Please leave your reviews. Constructive Criticisms are always welcome :)

Sincerely,